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This is a bit embaresing
But to be able to go to the mall where I live i first have to take a train for 4 minutes, and then do my shopping as Quick as I can, especially if there are many people there.
I woke up this morning and realized i had to go shopping . It does not sound scary to others to go shopping... i even used to love doing it too before. Now it is my personal hell
So early in the morning i went down to the train station, luckely i was alone there, trainride went ok
Then....my early morning plan to go shopping when nobody else was there went wrong groups of young people in the grocary store crap......i couldn't do it...i had to wait until they left then run in...do my shopping and get out.
What will i do the day i can't take the train due to my fear of people
But to be able to go to the mall where I live i first have to take a train for 4 minutes, and then do my shopping as Quick as I can, especially if there are many people there.
I woke up this morning and realized i had to go shopping . It does not sound scary to others to go shopping... i even used to love doing it too before. Now it is my personal hell
So early in the morning i went down to the train station, luckely i was alone there, trainride went ok
Then....my early morning plan to go shopping when nobody else was there went wrong groups of young people in the grocary store crap......i couldn't do it...i had to wait until they left then run in...do my shopping and get out.
What will i do the day i can't take the train due to my fear of people