As long as I can remember I have been fighting Christianity. I now call myself an agnostic or non believer. I suffer from seeing signs of end times in all most all that I do, see or hear. It always comes down to the same thing, I am being judged and I need to do something... I have become anti religion. I am tired of trying to pray because I do not really believe in a Christ or someone I need to kneel down to...
If anyone wants to debate or talk, I have lots to say, not all good, but true @ least in my mind.
peace comes in finding community of kindred souls
not fighting the battle with adversarial forces
that is a last resort and if comes to it again man will end.
you could try to injoy the oppertunity of the present gift
also seeing a psychologist or reading some could help greatly as they are the spiritual gurus of today's society. the stigma attached to seeing a shrink is bunk imv
lots of rich famous and sucsessful people do with good results
just read some psychology and see for yourself
this is healing material
chrstianity is an exclusive club
battling something bigger that you are [such as an organized group]
is a loosing battle, if you do this you must be well armed [educated]
to make even a small win.
by leaving and arming yourself you are prepared should they ever haunt you.
1 personally have little against christianity, and 1 have battled and made some wins
[in court] my case set a legal precident in supreme court.
1/3rd of the globe is christain ... just so you know what youre up against.
it can kill you.
the devil dragged down to earth
1/3rd of the stars with his tale [book] tail.
and
1/3rd of the men on earth were burned up by gods wrath.
[coming soon to a theatre of war near you]
you must relax, your battle has already been fortold and dealt with, the outcome decided and defined
[weve done this b4]