First, frubals to jringer for a beautiful reply. I appreciate your candor. :hug:
I'd say that's pretty accurate. My father was brought up in a SDA? faith I think and ended up resenting it mostly due to the way his father (my grandfather) presented it to him. My girlfriend has also been in a similar boat, but although being a non-Christian for many years, she has become one now that she understands that it isn't all just hymns and restrictive lifestyles.
The way you are raised with a faith can definitely affect your perception of it. I believe Christianity is unfortunately a terrible faith to be brought up with, at least the version that I have known. I was lucky enough to be raised with a pseudo-Christian background (it was more just for an answer when I was asked what I believed, although I didn't really care) and even right now I'm discovering what the real teachings of Christ are, instead of that diluted dishwater that seems to overflow mainstream Christianity.
Sometimes, but sometimes not. I was raised in the Roman Catholic Church, and for a few years considered myself an Evangelical Christian (especially since I think I was "saved" at least a dozen times, lol). I think it's important to look back and find
something to appreciate, diluted dishwater and all. Compassion in the direction of those who abused religious upbringing can truly help to dissolve a lot of anger and bitterness.
It's kind of what Jesus said anyway, true? Love thy enemies?
Yes, there are very specific doctrinal points that I can't reconcile with the RCC, but I still love and adore my family who raised me in it and introduced me to the mystical and beautiful aspects of the Eucharistic service. Yes, I also take issue with Evangelicalism's "my-way-or-the-highway" attitude, but I have a soft spot in my heart for them and their enthusiasm in supporting each other when they stumble every now and then. Am I being delusional? A polly-anna? Can't say for sure, but this perspective helps me impart loving kindness on those with whom I disagree.
I can see that there are some denominations that get a bad rep, but I have come to truly enjoy people from these denominations. They have a message to give that I
listen to, and in my mind, I read between the lines.......when I sat down with LDS missionaries on our front porch and gabbed for about an hour, I embraced the fellowship. And when I have been visited (at least 6 or 7 times) by a couple of Jehovah's Witness women who wanted to read some Bible verses with me, I embraced their positivity and joy.
I have to admit that I'm not
always like this, however. I have found myself losing patience from time to time. I have found myself whining every now and then that I shouldn't have to travel so long to get to our Dharma center, and that I can be envious of the Lutherans and the Baptists and the Catholics that they have places of worship within 10 minutes of drive time. But.......that's me working through my own karma.
I had heard once before or read somewhere of a short anecdote from a Buddhist who was surrounded by people who were hostile to the Dharma. I think she'd said, "When I am a
Buddhist, there is grief and conflict. But when I am a
Buddha, there is happiness and joy."
Sometimes, you just have to rip the labels off and be in the moment with others.
Peace,
Mystic