jasonwill2
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Doe
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Doesn't mean you can trust them
The one thing in this world I know I can trust are the Powers of Darkness. Sure there have been times when They've pizzed me off, but They've never been unjust.
/Adramelek\
I have no qualms about working with the dark powers though I prefer not too. One thing I learned is that they have can have altera motives
In my path Those aren't light or dark just things. But the op is about spirits/beingings. Not concepts and ideas.
Just allow them to return. Your own mind and thoughts are what is keeping them away (the fact that you believe them to be gone). Such energies are natural but connection with them is based through our own minds, internally, as all in the LHP. I do not think you are nuts. They are not necessarily spirits such as common belief makes them seem, but there are things.
Yeah, I also feel the OP is talking about actual beings here.
Yay! Internet for a couple of days while I stay at families house.
Ok, first I am talking about real spirits. If you want me to be specific, I was talking about a certain type of demon.
From my experience not all spirits are nice. Infact at the time of the banishing ONE in particular fed off scaring me ********. That was the one I wanted to get rid of. What I did was before releasing a lot of emotional energy in a non ritual form I announced loudly for all spirits to leave, but I felt all the spirits leave BEFORE I said the qualifying part about WHICH spirits could actually stay/when they could return.
What ended up happening was that I accidently banished the type of demon that was friendly as well. Now that I am at a point to where I actually use ritual magic I now understand how to deal with the forces at hand. So what I wanted to do was reverse the banishing and then when the harmful spirits come individually banish that SPECIFIC ONE.
Spirits are not always friendly. What I meant by a banishing was getting the energy/spirits out of the area after doing the ritual. I'll quote Diane Vera for my reasoning on this.
DIANE VERA
However, the vast majority of the saner and more intelligent theistic Satanists would agree that it definitely is a good idea to wait with performing any really heavy-duty magick rituals until after you've mastered not only a banishing ritual but also other ceremonial magick basics such as well. By "heavy duty" rituals, I mean rituals involving things like evocation, channeling, or other deep trance work. Too many people have driven themselves insane by jumping straight into the deep end of the pool without adequate preparation.
source: http://theisticsatanism.com/rituals/standard/banishing.html
Now, I didn't do any "heavy magic" per say, but what I DID do was in a semi ritualized way of expressing myself to get rid of my excess negative energy. What I found out though was the way that I was doing it didn't send it to any certain end; it mostly just dispersed around me and some of it rebounded on me and MADE ME GO INSANE.
Part of the problem was that one or two spirits were feeding off this "cathartic" energy I guess we could call it, and the more crazy I went the more I attracted spirits.
Now though I am confident that I can handle them, and if I can't, I'll just do what I did before. What i think happened is that I "locked the door completely" so to speak, instead of just throwing out the spirits I didn't want.
But it may not matter much longer, despite the barrier I put up I think I may of had some contact with the species of demon again; but I couldn't tell them being incorporeal and all. I could of been hypnotizing myself. Not sure, I would of needed to experience it a bit more of a sustained visit first. The one last night only lasted 10 some minutes.