Yes, she is because of her health situation, she is 36 years old and are now unable to work, and this is very difficult for her to accept, she struggle with depression from long time back too, so it is something that been there, but now she get it worse more or less each week, so she has asked for professional help. She also struggle with psoriasis arthritis, and it has affected her so much she is now 95% in wheelchair
All I can offer then Amanaki is to encourage the urgent assistance with the mental health issues. That is the main cause of her not wanting to pursue the relationship with you. Depression has the mechanism whereas the suffer wishes to protect those they love by rejecting them. In that way they think they are doing the best thing for you. It may be she is still not even aware of this.
My wife suffered depression and three times I came home to find no wife or family. We were young and did not know about depression and we ended up parting ways and the children suffered as well.
9 Years later, after much water under the bridge and the wife found the help we did not know was needed, she spent those years finding how to cope and we found each other again. Now we can see we should never have separated.
This then becomes your challenge as well as hers. Do you assist, she will most likely keep pushing you away, or do you stay in the Love that you wish to share?
They are not easy situations to face, but God will guide your heart when Love is the aim.
Regards Tony