Spirit of Light
Be who ever you want
What has been a stumbeling block for me in the search for God, has been the "outside noise" by others. The constant negativity felt, as soon God has been mention, or when someone trying to tell me "you don't have evidence of God, God does not exist " it has affected me tremendously and the search ha become tenfold more difficult. And I have been on the brink of giving up. ( over many years, I felt i wanted to give up)
But, you are not the problem in my struggle, you are a tool to test my ability to get through the test from God, the test from my own ego. And a test from all divine watching me.
I have been seeking outward, inward, but every time i got stuck. Every time i did not find God as I thought I would. The "I thought I would" is the Key, to why God has been hidden.
I keep finding my ugly face staring back at me telling me "you already have the answer" and. I am answering "my self"
"It can not be that easy....surely God is more complicated to realize than that."
What missing in my search for God is the refinement of my own aspect/quality of being. As long as I am not pure in every aspects, God will be fully or partely hidden to me.
"Purifying ones own being is the answer to realising God"
Stop focusing on what others tell you. And listen to the seeker within you.
You can not find love, if you do not become the Lover.
But, you are not the problem in my struggle, you are a tool to test my ability to get through the test from God, the test from my own ego. And a test from all divine watching me.
I have been seeking outward, inward, but every time i got stuck. Every time i did not find God as I thought I would. The "I thought I would" is the Key, to why God has been hidden.
I keep finding my ugly face staring back at me telling me "you already have the answer" and. I am answering "my self"
"It can not be that easy....surely God is more complicated to realize than that."
What missing in my search for God is the refinement of my own aspect/quality of being. As long as I am not pure in every aspects, God will be fully or partely hidden to me.
"Purifying ones own being is the answer to realising God"
Stop focusing on what others tell you. And listen to the seeker within you.
You can not find love, if you do not become the Lover.
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