SRDarling
New Member
Hello everyone. I'm new here, just to put it out there. =] I have some questions that I've tried to talk to many people who are close to me about, and the answers I received did nothing but confuse me. So, here I am. Before I ask my questions, I'm going to give a short background of why I am confused.
Alrighty, so, most of my family is Christian, however, my parents are Athiests. My dad absolutely does not believe in God or anything paranormal. He thinks that religion is stupid, and, though has religious friends, thinks that his intelligence, (and Athiesim), is superiour to them and their beliefs.He won't even listen what anyone has to say on religion. Although I may not agree with everything everyone says, I still listen and tolerate. He believes that no religion is good that that nothing good could ever come from religion. My mom is less ridged than my father, though isn't quite 'fond' of religions. I mentioned the rest of my family is Christian, or Agnostic, but raised Baptist or Roman Catholic.
Okay, and then there's me. I have read up, (per se), on Judaism. I have read books, found websites, done everything imaginable short of sneaking out and going to a synagogue. I believe that much good can come from religion and that if a religion helps a person somehow, then it's served a purpose. And also, that one should study the religion that makes sense to them. If one is to read something and it sparks something in their mind, then that is the religion for them, (per se, again). This is what happened with Judaism. Almost everything that is believed makes perfect sense to me.
Now, when I had studied a little on this and reported my thoughts to friends and family, I was taunted by my friends, (and still am), taunted my some family, and shunned by my father. Some told me that it's stupid and I shouldn't waste my time. Others said that even if I ever planned on converting, I would never be accepted as Jewish by other Jews; essentially, that I would never actually fit in. According to my family's geneology, I may be, (I say may be because our geneology isn't quite complete yet), at the least a quarter Jewish. That's not fan-flippin'-tastic, but it's not completely nothingness either, (I mean, that has to count for something, right?). In any case, what I'm trying to say is, if perchance I did convert, would I be accepted? Does it offend anyone when someone converts to a religion, especially like Judaism since it's a religion, but also entitles a race? Is it a stupid notion that I have about converting and studying?
I may come up with other questions later, but this is all I have for right now. I'm really sorry, this is several years of internal turmoil spilling out, and some anger towards my intolerant parents. I appriciate any answers I can get, and I thank you all very, very, VERY much for reading this and giving me your two-cents. I also apologize for any spelling errors- my alphabet ends at G, if you get my drift. =] Thanks again, so much! -SRDarling
Alrighty, so, most of my family is Christian, however, my parents are Athiests. My dad absolutely does not believe in God or anything paranormal. He thinks that religion is stupid, and, though has religious friends, thinks that his intelligence, (and Athiesim), is superiour to them and their beliefs.He won't even listen what anyone has to say on religion. Although I may not agree with everything everyone says, I still listen and tolerate. He believes that no religion is good that that nothing good could ever come from religion. My mom is less ridged than my father, though isn't quite 'fond' of religions. I mentioned the rest of my family is Christian, or Agnostic, but raised Baptist or Roman Catholic.
Okay, and then there's me. I have read up, (per se), on Judaism. I have read books, found websites, done everything imaginable short of sneaking out and going to a synagogue. I believe that much good can come from religion and that if a religion helps a person somehow, then it's served a purpose. And also, that one should study the religion that makes sense to them. If one is to read something and it sparks something in their mind, then that is the religion for them, (per se, again). This is what happened with Judaism. Almost everything that is believed makes perfect sense to me.
Now, when I had studied a little on this and reported my thoughts to friends and family, I was taunted by my friends, (and still am), taunted my some family, and shunned by my father. Some told me that it's stupid and I shouldn't waste my time. Others said that even if I ever planned on converting, I would never be accepted as Jewish by other Jews; essentially, that I would never actually fit in. According to my family's geneology, I may be, (I say may be because our geneology isn't quite complete yet), at the least a quarter Jewish. That's not fan-flippin'-tastic, but it's not completely nothingness either, (I mean, that has to count for something, right?). In any case, what I'm trying to say is, if perchance I did convert, would I be accepted? Does it offend anyone when someone converts to a religion, especially like Judaism since it's a religion, but also entitles a race? Is it a stupid notion that I have about converting and studying?
I may come up with other questions later, but this is all I have for right now. I'm really sorry, this is several years of internal turmoil spilling out, and some anger towards my intolerant parents. I appriciate any answers I can get, and I thank you all very, very, VERY much for reading this and giving me your two-cents. I also apologize for any spelling errors- my alphabet ends at G, if you get my drift. =] Thanks again, so much! -SRDarling