Anyone else think they God doesnt or might not exist? I have yet to find proof and I wont just believe it because other people believe it or because I was raised that way. Maybe there is no God. Descartes was said to prove he existed yet you would need to beleive the prerequisites and they left much to be desired in my opinion. Maybe God isn't transdecent and he is just energy that doesn't dissapear and can't be sensed. Our spirits are energy. And another idea. Why would god possibly want to make us if he existed? He surely didn't make us because it was a need of his. Does he have a will? Does he make decisions or is he a machine? How could he possibly exist? I can't think of anymore right now. Normally i got so much on my mind but right now I'm a bit calmer and not so much worried about Death and Nonexistence (Yes a non existence or a non conscious existence is my greatest fear)
God gives things values without him values are temporary. Existence is temporary. If he feels like dropping the Project "Human Race" we'd just dissapear? Why should he keep us existing? I see no point to existence in the first place. Why isnt there nothing? I also don't let my wants change my ideas. My wants just give me motivation to search for what I want. I want to know the truth knowing the truth is not what I will want.
I'm done for now its easier to talk in AIM and use the energy of a instant conversation to feed my thoughts. I think much more clearer when im scared and communicating. When talking about this I get scared and shaky.
God gives things values without him values are temporary. Existence is temporary. If he feels like dropping the Project "Human Race" we'd just dissapear? Why should he keep us existing? I see no point to existence in the first place. Why isnt there nothing? I also don't let my wants change my ideas. My wants just give me motivation to search for what I want. I want to know the truth knowing the truth is not what I will want.
I'm done for now its easier to talk in AIM and use the energy of a instant conversation to feed my thoughts. I think much more clearer when im scared and communicating. When talking about this I get scared and shaky.