I don't care about love anymore, I realized that the only way to be happy is to have never existed at all...Now I know you're probably thinking but if there is no you existing then you can't be happy, in other words, no person around to exist means no soul or no brain with senses to experience happiness... fair enough, it doesn't make sense but hear me out. If you don't exist, you'll have no fears or worries, you'll never have to be concerned about death, you won't have any wants/desires or needs andyou'll never not be fulfilled, no regrets etc. but then I can imagine you're probably saying that you'll miss out on the joys of existence but those joys are fleeting and given that we live in an unequal world, some people live long and relatively happy lives while others live long and suffer, die young and but happy or die young but still suffer and if you exist it'll basically be a gamble and you won't miss out on anything since there wouldn't have been a you around in the first place... but anyway, given that humans have a seemingly infinite capacity for wants, fulfillment etc, if one never existed then one wouldn't have to deal with any of it.