But I kind of have to get it off my chest. I took an internet short term loan. We've gotten hit with some expenses... truck maintenance and repair, gas and electric company adjusted monthly budget amount, just general day-to-day financial bullcrap. All the bills are paid for the month so far, but I don't get paid again until the 28th, and I've got less than $300 to my name until then. I never, ever thought I'd resort to this. It's not such a bad deal if you pay the loan back quickly, which I plan to do. It's just a bridge loan and cushion. The catch is that there is a pre-payment penalty. I'll just have to suck it up. It's one of those Native American-owned lending companies. The people were very nice, but I just feel like I've sunk so low in having to go applying for an internet loan. On the other hand, it was a flash of inspiration that I thought "well hey, let me try it". On a positive note maybe it was one of the gods giving me the inspiration.