PoetPhilosopher
Veteran Member
I may look like an alien in such a country, but given my strong like of video games, movies, unusual ideas, and people who don't subscribe to unquestioned Christian Fundamentalism, I still have dreams of visiting Japan. As strange as it sounds, I wonder whether I can find a job better than here in this low-as-can-be-in-terms-of-Economy town I am in. Who knows, maybe I can discover something like acting and play a villain in some weird Japanese low-budget film. That would make me so happy, I would do it @ a low salary.
I've been thinking it over more, and I can never be fully convinced I didn't lead a previous life as someone who is Japanese - lolol. But I'll tell you more about what I deal with in the US and how I don't fit in:
A woman messaged me on an old dating site account I had yesterday that had been inactive for 1 year. I really think she was a real woman as there were no red flags and she was quite honest. She was attractive, but also didn't seem "too good to be true". Then I kind of thought over how she was a strong Christian Fundamentalist, very strong. I tried not to make it a deal breaker. Every text I wrote her was a good 1 page long and very deep. She seemed to like me, but we were on different levels. She was more the type of person to talk about food with, and I was more the type of person to talk Philosophy, world religions, feelings, etc. This wouldn't be such a problem if this wasn't the first time I have grown very bored. Whenever I meet a person on these free dating sites, they all kind of have that "700 club" vibe despite being good people (I think. Well most of them) and I'm ready to just fall asleep as I talk to them, and that dozing off isn't because I kept myself awake in fascination. And yeah, I'm talking about US people.
I've been thinking it over more, and I can never be fully convinced I didn't lead a previous life as someone who is Japanese - lolol. But I'll tell you more about what I deal with in the US and how I don't fit in:
A woman messaged me on an old dating site account I had yesterday that had been inactive for 1 year. I really think she was a real woman as there were no red flags and she was quite honest. She was attractive, but also didn't seem "too good to be true". Then I kind of thought over how she was a strong Christian Fundamentalist, very strong. I tried not to make it a deal breaker. Every text I wrote her was a good 1 page long and very deep. She seemed to like me, but we were on different levels. She was more the type of person to talk about food with, and I was more the type of person to talk Philosophy, world religions, feelings, etc. This wouldn't be such a problem if this wasn't the first time I have grown very bored. Whenever I meet a person on these free dating sites, they all kind of have that "700 club" vibe despite being good people (I think. Well most of them) and I'm ready to just fall asleep as I talk to them, and that dozing off isn't because I kept myself awake in fascination. And yeah, I'm talking about US people.