This thread is sooooo old! A lot has happened since I first created this thread. I don't consider myself a Satanist any longer. My interest in Satanism was largely the self-empowerment principle and magic. So I was looking to Satanism to make a better me essentially. And since, The Satanic Bible isn't a self-help book, )) I very quickly moved on to other spiritual ideas and actual self help books . However, I must say that my very brief fling with Satanism influenced a lot of my views on the world today. Vital existence i.e. physical existence is just as important as spiritual existence. Being selfish can be a good thing etc,etc.
You are right, you create a good interesting post and it has evolved, I like the take on worship of a deity, I understand worship in a different light as you, I believe to worship is to be thankful for the goodness that the deity bring to you, to build an altar, to have certain ritual and celebrations to bring those instance in which it has shown it helping goodness to, and ask it that it remain in my life