Hi all, i am 19 years old hindu boy who like very teenage boy masturbates. However, over past 2 years i have been struggling with something that i like to call semen fear. This means that after masturbating i feel as if semen is all around. All over my phone, my hands, my clothes etc. I never masturbate in my bed. I usually do it in the shower but even after taking a shower i dont feel clean. The situation has got much worse, if i see any white spots or marks or even dry skin on my hands i think that it is semen and then i wash my hands. The reason i do this is because i am very religious and i think to myself if i dont clean myself over and over i am breaking religious rules and commiting a sin. Strangely, i dont feel any of this after peeing and i dont feel a need to wash my hands over and over. Somehow, i think our religion deems semen impurer than urine. Please help me. What do u think i should do. Is there anyone out there who is going through this. what does our religion say about semen impurity and is all that i am feeling unnecessary.