Of AWESOMENESS. Figured I'd dive in by being lame and using caps lock right off the bat. Sorry.
I have to admit I've never used message boards. I was on Amazon's discussion forums for a few years and am trying something new. The layout here is more confusing and busy to me, but I'm sure I'll get the hang of it. I just needed a change, and I've read a few threads here - y'all seem purty nice to me.
I don't quite know what I believe - I'm rather agnostic or deistic, but I prefer undefined and organic and changing. I like music, writing, writing music, running, yoga, and Thai food. I'd probably enjoy long walks on the beach under moonlight and holding hands. I used to be a fundamentalist Christian, then less fundamentalist, then rather skeptical, then two years ago I realized I just didn't believe much about it. This is a very challenging twist in my marriage to a Pentecostal pastor. If you know of any other pastors married to agnogs, please let me know. I haven't met a single one. This path is sorta lonely, and ya can't just tell a fervent congregation these kinds of things. Hence my reliance on online communities where I can be semi-anonymous and ask questions and reveal some thoughts otherwise kept private.
I don't know how much to share, and I suddenly feel shy. I don't want to barge in here and start posting, but like everyone, I'm busy and don't feel I have as much time as I'd like to get a feel for things before joining conversations.
Thanks! Hope everyone is doing well.