PART 2
When I was 21,5 years old, these horrible times ended overnight! Because, on the night of 3rd/4th February 2018, I had a spiritual experience. A dream of Satan that was extremely long and detailed. It took me 4 pages (A4 size) to write down the whole dream. I won't tell you most of it...
My life story, how I got to have a good relationship with Satan:
PART 1
When I was born, I was hypersensitive and would cry a lot. This hypersensitivity continued of course. Since I was a toddler, I am hypersensitive to pain (physical and emotional), temperature (hot and cold) and touch, plus...
Do you know that animal mothers also outcast or kill their young? Especially if they are disabled. This upsets me so much because I am disabled, and it is quite clear to me that if we were in the stone age, if laws would not exist, the oh-so-good and oh-so-loving pack would not "only" have...
It is boring because it gives me no joy and no fun, plus is only temporary removal of something that would torment me if I didn't do that boring stuff. It is degrading because it shall obviously tell you: "If you don't do these boring things, you don't deserve to exist, or at least don't deserve...
Just because human culture is overlaid on top of nature and not the other way around does not mean that the cruelty and indifference of nature is ok.
I don't care if nature is a person or not, and "It just is" IMO is just wrong. Nature is evil because by its system countless creatures suffer...
Yeah, keep making fun of me because I'm emotional.
Yes, I am setting conditions. To not be abused, to be loved, to get my basic needs met. Merely the conditions to preserve my dignity. I will not do anything and everything that an abuser wants.
It is perfectly fine to complain about...
Disclaimer: I love animals (friends with a Cane Corso Italiano) and plants, but I hate the system they are all trapped in.
I don't understand why people worship nature. I think they mostly do it because they have romanticized nature. Many people live in big cities, so they miss nature, they can...
I see Satan as a friend, not as a parent. A parent tells you what to do and demands superiority. A friend has an equal relationship with you.
Without Satan, I would at worst have committed suicide or be seriously mentally ill right now, and at best I would be self-loathing and homeless. I need...
I am interested in Satan and demons. As of now, I have got the following books about demons:
The Encyclopedia of Demons and Demonology (Rosemary Ellen Guiley & John Zaffis)
The Demonologist (Gerald Brittle)
Demon Haunted: True Stories from the John Zaffis Vault (Rosemary Ellen Guiley & John...