I want to know how to deal with 'dread' as well, so that is a question I might ask the tarot of marsielle. Hm..
I think it might be a fairly ubiquitous problem, taking many forms. There is always something to 'dread' in the impasse, in the human's movement through time. It is a universal and ubiquitous problem
So this analysis isn't for you specifically, or anyone. I would never solicit a reading on someone. It's just me looking at the cards, and thinking about them. I could be completely wrong
So apparently, what I am visualizing is Change on the left (13) facing Judgement (20), and the Hermit on the right (9) facing judgement. Judgement is in the middle, then. I think it represents the two 'armies' or 'tools' that the individual has, to combat judgement.
The Change card obviously signifies the human ability to morph, to recycle and regrow, and march on through whatever weird and stiff terrain they tread through. I guess anything and everything seems to become a seed, born into something new. So this is one maneuver toward judgement, on one side. Adaptability, change
On the other side of judgement is the Hermit, who takes a fundamentally different approach, I think. He seems to represent an appeal to a more pure form of spiritual thought, humility, and acceptance, I guess. Maybe this is more of a 'stoic' approach to judgement, I'm not totally sure. The hermit's gnarled forehead is rippling with thought, and his body is protected by a massive blue blanket of tranquility
As for Judgement itself, yeah, it can potentially be terrifying I suppose. The angel seems to judge humans for what they create. Its wings seem to even have a bit of blood on them, among other colors, and this might show where failure can sometimes lead. It also has wings of deep blue; of protection, and intelligent yellows, and skin colored wings, representing adequacy, I think
Now I don't totally know if I am correct in any of this, I would have to think on it more. Please don't think I'm an expert of any kind, I'm just trying to think about the problem.