Going by your context of the OP, I'd say a "what." Not a deity at all in its own right, but an experience of healing, clarity, and energy: internal and external vitality. I realized from a profound experience, among others recollecting my past, I'm an animist so in context, I'd be a polytheist no a theist (just using the words to give an idea not for their actual definitions).
Divinity? Closest I can make of this in my personal view (compared to others definitions) is maybe spiritual or having a vital importance in play in my life, experiences, and worldview. I did an analogy of the water couple of days ago where the waves are our actions, the water is everything-the physical universe and all living, and we die we are still the waters but no longer the waves (the I is gone). So, god or energy would be the momentum but I haven't figured how the wind plays into this analogy as it could be translated as a Source or a Creator in some respect but that's not my worldview.
