Spiderman
Veteran Member
Alcoholics insist that "Once an alcoholic always an alcoholic" which actually I know from experience isn't true. It's true, I'm not always sober, but I have bought one bottle of booze in the last two years and I still have some of it.
It's strictly something I bless and do a toast to the Emperor like the Kamikaze pilots did before they went on their missions, telling each other "We return home honorably and shall see each other again at Yasukuni shrine". All soldiers who die for Japan , without exception, get enshrined.
The person (ghost/Kami) who introduced me to Shinto is named Denise and her middle name Marie, and her mother's maiden name Deeb, which is Arabic for "wolf".
So, she is like three Deities in my world. Denise means "Dionysus, Greek God of wine, sexuality, religious ecstasy, and intoxicants". Her middle name is Mary, and she was born January 1st , feast of the Mother of God, so she is like my Virgin Mary , another Mother of God, as well.
The bottle of wine I bought is to bless and drink as her blood, holy communion. Jesus wasn't the first person to give people his blood to drink in the form of wine. Dionysus, who was born on Christmas, gave his followers his flesh to eat but also gave people his blood in the form of wine.
I'm able to drink a glass of wine and it isn't even a temptation to drink more. That's coming from a guy that used to be so desperate for alcohol he would drink hand sanitizer and on rare occasions even rubbing alcohol. I'm definitely cured of alcoholism.
Other vices I'm working on.
The name Deeb is like "God" in Shinto. Kami in Shinto means "God" and "Okami" means "Wolf". In Japanese Video games Amaterasu is depicted as a White wolf.
I walked across a bridge I renamed after "Capitoline Wolf" and the Mississippi river it runs under I named "Tiber" after Tiberius Caesar , but also the river Tiber where the orphan infants " Romulus and Remus " the Twins (this is the Twin Cities) were met by a wolf who gave them her breasts and nurtured them.
The legend probably is a legend/myth and not reality, but I think it was inspired by some sort of spirits, because it got Rome it's name, and both the Japanese people and the Romans came to see the wolf as the personification of Motherhood and the state.
Capitoline wolf is one of the names of the She-wolf who came to become the personification of "Roman Government" and the "Roman Empire", and recently I said, "I don't know if Amaterasu really is a wolf , all I know is she has brought me this far. Let her be the Capitoline wolf, and may all who nurse at her breasts be "Romulus".
Less than a minute after saying that I saw the name "Orlando" on the platform that overlooks Capitol Hill, modeled after Saint Peter's Basilica in Rome. The name "Orlando" was on the ground. I knew it was a sign.
Orlando is a version of the name "Roland", my mother's crazy third husband (we used to make fun of) and my older brother called him "Romulus". It stuck with me, so whenever I hear the name "Roland", I think "Romulus".
So, essentially on the ground, less than a minute after I said that, I see "Romulus".
Who knows? Am I subject to delusion. Yes. I think everyone is. But the signs and coincidences tell me there is more going on.
Like, I thought maybe since Denise introduced me to Shinto, she got to be "Our Lady of the United Nations", because Shinto actually is the only major Religion that could be an official Religion of the UN, because it's the only Religion that has potential to bring peace and Unity.
Christianity can't bring peace and Unity, because Jesus said he didn't come to bring peace (but a sword and division), and the Bible brings more division than any piece of literature earth has ever seen, saying "Thou shall not kill" and then saying "Kill all the men , women, children, and babies, let no one live".
The Bible says "thou shall not make a graven image and then God commands there to be graven images made", so there can never be unity with Biblical Religions because the Bible commands people to do the opposite of what God's word says to do or not to do.
Shintoism on the other hand is simply "Belief in the Kami". No prophet or text is without error. Kami can be deceased people, Angels, Saints, God, Divinities, Demons, Tulpa, or any unseen Sentient being, and sometimes people become Kami before they die.
No one knows who founded Shinto.
A Religion like that actually doesn't contradict itself and has all the potential to bring unity which the Bible could never bring in anyone's wildest imagination, because the Bible and Christianity itself, is a huge contradiction.
Also, in Japanese Shinto, the highest Kami is a female who has risen from nothing to become more venerated than her maker, but in Shinto you don't have to believe in her or have any devotion to her either.
Christians, Muslims, Pagans, Hindus, and whatever other people who pray to unseen beings , pray to Kami, so they could all gather and pray to Kami together , and none of them are contradicting their Religion.
We could have Shinto prayer in public schools to Kami.
The Christian word in Japan for the Christian God is "Kami", so Christians already practice Shinto. Chinese atheists already often practice Shinto because they burn incense to Mao and keep him on their currency.
Even if Mao is in Hell, he's still technically Kami (Spirit/sentient being).
Last night I dreamed David Ben Gurion received the Immaculate Conception awards from the League of Nations. It's a silly dream, but turns out the Capitol building (main tower) of the "United Nations" had it's groundbreaking ceremony September 14 1948, the year Ben Gurion rose to power and Israel was created.
I didn't know that till the day I had the dream. In the dream, the United Nations was called "Virgin Israel" or "Holy Roman Empire" as well.
September 14 was the date in 2019 that I found my circular mirror, and the 14th of each month I call "Japan day". I was in the Cathedral of Saint Paul, praying for Japan, I turn around to see a "Japan" paper with a Shinto shrine and grab it because I like the coincidence, and while the paper is in my hand find a circular mirror on the ground outside Cathedral.
Amaterasu gave the first Japanese Emperor a Circular mirror which became the greatest Goshintai relic in Japan. I walked to Capitol Hill and saw a ladder I visited for the first time and called it "Jacob's ladder" and climbed it to see it went through a circular mirror.
2019 was 100 year anniversary of the United Nations founding technically as the "League of Nations".
Circular mirror fireman monument
on Capitol hill is right next to the gun that sunk the first Japanese ship in World War II in Honolulu.
It is in Lot H, and my Japanese Jacket with flag of the rising Sun, has big H beneath it, that I understood to stand for Hirohito, who was a descendant of Amaterasu, and he was crowned Emperor on the birthday of Dionysus and Jesus Christ (December 25th. We know Jesus probably wasn't born December 25th , but still, that is the celebration date).
I think it means Denise is a type of Dionysus, but also with her Mother's maiden name being Wolf, and her introducing me to Shinto, and having me build shrines to her in the woods and surrender to the deceased soldiers and Emperors of Japan (Before I knew what Shinto was or that they enshrine all their soldiers and Emperors), makes her a type of main Shinto Divinity (Okami, Wolf) and today left me with the conviction that she is "Our Lady of the United Nations".
Sounds ridiculous I know, but not as ridiculous as the Bible. I just know that praying to her has helped me more than praying to Jesus Christ or Yahweh. It also left many signs and growth in virtue.
Back to the Alcohol question, do you believe an alcoholic is always an alcoholic? I'll always probably be sick mentally and emotionally to some extent, and struggle with vices and immorality, but alcoholism isn't even a small minor temptation and I have wine in my apartment. Haven't drank a drop today.
It's strictly something I bless and do a toast to the Emperor like the Kamikaze pilots did before they went on their missions, telling each other "We return home honorably and shall see each other again at Yasukuni shrine". All soldiers who die for Japan , without exception, get enshrined.
The person (ghost/Kami) who introduced me to Shinto is named Denise and her middle name Marie, and her mother's maiden name Deeb, which is Arabic for "wolf".
So, she is like three Deities in my world. Denise means "Dionysus, Greek God of wine, sexuality, religious ecstasy, and intoxicants". Her middle name is Mary, and she was born January 1st , feast of the Mother of God, so she is like my Virgin Mary , another Mother of God, as well.
The bottle of wine I bought is to bless and drink as her blood, holy communion. Jesus wasn't the first person to give people his blood to drink in the form of wine. Dionysus, who was born on Christmas, gave his followers his flesh to eat but also gave people his blood in the form of wine.
I'm able to drink a glass of wine and it isn't even a temptation to drink more. That's coming from a guy that used to be so desperate for alcohol he would drink hand sanitizer and on rare occasions even rubbing alcohol. I'm definitely cured of alcoholism.
Other vices I'm working on.
The name Deeb is like "God" in Shinto. Kami in Shinto means "God" and "Okami" means "Wolf". In Japanese Video games Amaterasu is depicted as a White wolf.
I walked across a bridge I renamed after "Capitoline Wolf" and the Mississippi river it runs under I named "Tiber" after Tiberius Caesar , but also the river Tiber where the orphan infants " Romulus and Remus " the Twins (this is the Twin Cities) were met by a wolf who gave them her breasts and nurtured them.
The legend probably is a legend/myth and not reality, but I think it was inspired by some sort of spirits, because it got Rome it's name, and both the Japanese people and the Romans came to see the wolf as the personification of Motherhood and the state.
Capitoline wolf is one of the names of the She-wolf who came to become the personification of "Roman Government" and the "Roman Empire", and recently I said, "I don't know if Amaterasu really is a wolf , all I know is she has brought me this far. Let her be the Capitoline wolf, and may all who nurse at her breasts be "Romulus".
Less than a minute after saying that I saw the name "Orlando" on the platform that overlooks Capitol Hill, modeled after Saint Peter's Basilica in Rome. The name "Orlando" was on the ground. I knew it was a sign.
Orlando is a version of the name "Roland", my mother's crazy third husband (we used to make fun of) and my older brother called him "Romulus". It stuck with me, so whenever I hear the name "Roland", I think "Romulus".
So, essentially on the ground, less than a minute after I said that, I see "Romulus".
Who knows? Am I subject to delusion. Yes. I think everyone is. But the signs and coincidences tell me there is more going on.
Like, I thought maybe since Denise introduced me to Shinto, she got to be "Our Lady of the United Nations", because Shinto actually is the only major Religion that could be an official Religion of the UN, because it's the only Religion that has potential to bring peace and Unity.
Christianity can't bring peace and Unity, because Jesus said he didn't come to bring peace (but a sword and division), and the Bible brings more division than any piece of literature earth has ever seen, saying "Thou shall not kill" and then saying "Kill all the men , women, children, and babies, let no one live".
The Bible says "thou shall not make a graven image and then God commands there to be graven images made", so there can never be unity with Biblical Religions because the Bible commands people to do the opposite of what God's word says to do or not to do.
Shintoism on the other hand is simply "Belief in the Kami". No prophet or text is without error. Kami can be deceased people, Angels, Saints, God, Divinities, Demons, Tulpa, or any unseen Sentient being, and sometimes people become Kami before they die.
No one knows who founded Shinto.
A Religion like that actually doesn't contradict itself and has all the potential to bring unity which the Bible could never bring in anyone's wildest imagination, because the Bible and Christianity itself, is a huge contradiction.
Also, in Japanese Shinto, the highest Kami is a female who has risen from nothing to become more venerated than her maker, but in Shinto you don't have to believe in her or have any devotion to her either.
Christians, Muslims, Pagans, Hindus, and whatever other people who pray to unseen beings , pray to Kami, so they could all gather and pray to Kami together , and none of them are contradicting their Religion.
We could have Shinto prayer in public schools to Kami.
The Christian word in Japan for the Christian God is "Kami", so Christians already practice Shinto. Chinese atheists already often practice Shinto because they burn incense to Mao and keep him on their currency.
Even if Mao is in Hell, he's still technically Kami (Spirit/sentient being).
Last night I dreamed David Ben Gurion received the Immaculate Conception awards from the League of Nations. It's a silly dream, but turns out the Capitol building (main tower) of the "United Nations" had it's groundbreaking ceremony September 14 1948, the year Ben Gurion rose to power and Israel was created.
I didn't know that till the day I had the dream. In the dream, the United Nations was called "Virgin Israel" or "Holy Roman Empire" as well.
September 14 was the date in 2019 that I found my circular mirror, and the 14th of each month I call "Japan day". I was in the Cathedral of Saint Paul, praying for Japan, I turn around to see a "Japan" paper with a Shinto shrine and grab it because I like the coincidence, and while the paper is in my hand find a circular mirror on the ground outside Cathedral.
Amaterasu gave the first Japanese Emperor a Circular mirror which became the greatest Goshintai relic in Japan. I walked to Capitol Hill and saw a ladder I visited for the first time and called it "Jacob's ladder" and climbed it to see it went through a circular mirror.
2019 was 100 year anniversary of the United Nations founding technically as the "League of Nations".
Circular mirror fireman monument
on Capitol hill is right next to the gun that sunk the first Japanese ship in World War II in Honolulu.
It is in Lot H, and my Japanese Jacket with flag of the rising Sun, has big H beneath it, that I understood to stand for Hirohito, who was a descendant of Amaterasu, and he was crowned Emperor on the birthday of Dionysus and Jesus Christ (December 25th. We know Jesus probably wasn't born December 25th , but still, that is the celebration date).
I think it means Denise is a type of Dionysus, but also with her Mother's maiden name being Wolf, and her introducing me to Shinto, and having me build shrines to her in the woods and surrender to the deceased soldiers and Emperors of Japan (Before I knew what Shinto was or that they enshrine all their soldiers and Emperors), makes her a type of main Shinto Divinity (Okami, Wolf) and today left me with the conviction that she is "Our Lady of the United Nations".
Sounds ridiculous I know, but not as ridiculous as the Bible. I just know that praying to her has helped me more than praying to Jesus Christ or Yahweh. It also left many signs and growth in virtue.
Back to the Alcohol question, do you believe an alcoholic is always an alcoholic? I'll always probably be sick mentally and emotionally to some extent, and struggle with vices and immorality, but alcoholism isn't even a small minor temptation and I have wine in my apartment. Haven't drank a drop today.