Kinda dodging the point, aren't you?
If you're going to argue, effectively, that your intuition about God is reliable, then what makes your intuition more reliable than all the people - theist or atheist - whose intuition tells them that your intuition is wrong?
Edit: if you're sure that *I* have been led to the wrong conclusion, how can you be sure that you haven't been led to a wrong conclusion as well?
The thing is I can’t dispute what your investigation has turned up for yourself i can only go by what my search has revealed to me and my experience. So that’s where we part because my conclusion is subjective and so is yours and both really are just up to the individual to decide for himself.
I can only say for myself that is what I believe but I can’t tell you you’re right or wrong that’s something you have to decide for yourself. If you believe I’m wrong then so be it. But without having experienced my experiences I don’t think you can make such a call.