I am in the process of looking for a Rabbi to study with. I feel a call to Judaism, not simply the religious observances, but the culture - the people - the Covenant.
Now, what if a Rabbi will not accept me, especially given my very difficult situation; i.e. husband who is Catholic who may or may not convert (will be dropping this bombshell on him within the next couple of days) and six children; the oldest is 14 the youngest is 2.5, all of whom from the moment of their birth have been ingrained in Catholicism. It's all they know. It's their world. They go to Catholic school, taught by nuns, etc.
If a Rabbi or two or three turns me away then what shall I do? Where do I go then with such a broken spirit for I know now I cannot go back to Catholicism and yet I cannot "convert" to Protestantism (worlds apart from Catholicism). This would disrupt the unity of the family, which is NOW why I understand the need for the WHOLE family to convert to Judaism. If I should be turned away - then I just belong nowhere?
I know I am putting the horse before the cart and I should leave all this in G-d's hands, but I wonder if anyone has been turned away or could offer advice?
Now, what if a Rabbi will not accept me, especially given my very difficult situation; i.e. husband who is Catholic who may or may not convert (will be dropping this bombshell on him within the next couple of days) and six children; the oldest is 14 the youngest is 2.5, all of whom from the moment of their birth have been ingrained in Catholicism. It's all they know. It's their world. They go to Catholic school, taught by nuns, etc.
If a Rabbi or two or three turns me away then what shall I do? Where do I go then with such a broken spirit for I know now I cannot go back to Catholicism and yet I cannot "convert" to Protestantism (worlds apart from Catholicism). This would disrupt the unity of the family, which is NOW why I understand the need for the WHOLE family to convert to Judaism. If I should be turned away - then I just belong nowhere?
I know I am putting the horse before the cart and I should leave all this in G-d's hands, but I wonder if anyone has been turned away or could offer advice?