Epic Beard Man
Bearded Philosopher
In my grave considering that Islam has not been my faith and I still have some doubts even though I die in a state of monotheistic belief, and belief in the historical existence of Muhammad (upon him be peace)? Textually, anyone who does not accept Islam may be accepted in the hereafter. Of course scholars have debated the context of the verses related to this to a more pluralistic approach yet still a common belief. I ask this because I've worshiped God all my life although reformatting my belief on who God is (liken to the Islamic perspective of God with some deism added into it). I've lived my life trying to be a decent human, and I pray to God alone and ask for guidance and forgiveness. I've personally felt divine providence influencing things in my life to go in my favor despite me not deserving it. However, according to Islam when I die I will be questioned. God will question me, but my spiritual beliefs is in conflict.
I know it's a dumb question to ask all of you my fellow Muslims on what my answer would be but is there some Hadith that could address this spiritual crisis?
I know it's a dumb question to ask all of you my fellow Muslims on what my answer would be but is there some Hadith that could address this spiritual crisis?