Spiderman
Veteran Member
This is a journal, but I just put it in debate because of the divine femininity, Queen of heaven debate. Any grievances against the male god of Abraham vs. Rebecca, the only God that Jacob (Israel) had loyalty to
that you want to debate are welcome . But if it needs to or would be more appropriate in journal, do move it there
Kali ma taught me a lesson and sent a beaver. I became a member of the "leave it to beavers. Beavers damn. Let beavers do the judging". I did film a beaver (YouTube of the Queens providence + gift) in this post without knowing the language of that particular beaver to know if it is approved .
I met that angry woman today for this outpatient groups. She said her name was Kali.
I said "spelled K A L I" "the Hindu Goddess of destruction and death"
She said "Yes "... looking at my excitement, as if I was showing to much intrigue, like I was seeing the face of Jesus Christ
said, that is so cool!. I'm so sorry for cutting you off, and thank you for correcting me about my poor etiquette "
In group I said, "I need to grow up, find mentors who are responsible, mature, prudent, work on etiquette ". She said, "it's okay, it's fine "...
She actually wore identical ear rings to this:
She said she had a friend steal a 13,000 dollar car from her, and by the time it was returned, it was damaged internally so bad that she needs to replace it. Some guy from our house behind her also touched her hair without knowing her or permission, so I caught the anger she had, because I was the only one who heard her yelling, her shock, and so I ran back to her to bow and apologize (a week ago).
The others just kept walking. One of them said "I don't give a ****"! I think when she got out of the car she stumbled from anger and high heels as well.
She also said "yeah , just go ahead of me, " and I didn't know she was being sarcastic, so I nervously darted out in front of her , sitting behind her in a big co Ed van.
She gave me the eye of death that kills, and I felt like an abomination that was supposed to be an abortion. She is pretty, but I could not bear that horrified, angry look she gave me. Then her refusal to accept my apology made me feel like I should eat a bullet. I have had a past experience with that eye of death that did lead to a decision of my own, that put me in a wheelchair for ten weeks taking a leap of faith off a building onto concrete....
Come to find out. Kali the supernatural was teaching me a few lessons through a homo sapien with her name, and a fierce war like spirit of rage.
I was a trigger for her, she had displaced anger that was totally justified, I was a trigger, multiple people from the house I lived at made her angry. And she said "you guys need to take etiquette classes".
I never took into account she was talking about plural, more than one guy, and I was the one who returned to her with much sorrow, because she was in agony about things I felt entirely responsible for. I just saw the way she was looking at me horrified, enraged, disgusted, but it was an emotion she was feeling mainly for other people, while starring at me.
What I did was impolite, immature, not a gentleman, but it would not have produced that look she gave, her rage as she gazed at me viciously like I was a shockingly wretched abomination from the abyss.
Neither did I hear her words correctly. "You guys need to take etiquette classes", might mean some one else isn't showing remorse, and she is not accepting my apology, because they might not feel bad for touching her pony tail while she said she was going to take back the basketball hoop the male house next door stole from them. Total disrespect at a woman who is justified if she is talking about theft and people won't take her serious, not respect boundaries.
Her anger , that look wasn't really at me. But what I did was not polite while she was ticked about something guys in the seat ahead of me did. My being stupid and hearing her say "yeah, just run out ahead of me",
My taking it literal, darting out fast in front off her like a knuckle head, was adding flames to a fire, already a burning bush pentecostal kamikaze experience from the Goddess of death and destruction.
When Moses saw the burning bush, Yahweh said "Moses, take your shoes off you're on holy ground."
Right after she told me her name Kali, a woman named Sarah (who looks very much like a 35 year old version of the key to Princess Meadow, a daughter of a Jewish author, who shares my rabbit Chinese zodiac symbol, that I accepted as my Messiah) heart, Sydney ".
The yoga instructor had the name of meadow's mother. Sydney wanted to be a yoga instructor but died by suicide after the tragic death of Meadow at parkland. (Movie parkland is about JFK's assassination by someone whose three names mean "Meadow, battle worthy, divine power". The movie parkland came out 10-4, which means "affirmative, copy, I hear you", and is the Eve before Meadow's 10-5 birthday. )
I told her "do you know your name means princess "?
She was burning sage, had Hindu artwork, chakra bowls, and chanting in a foreign language, so it was not just stretching, but a genuine Hindu feel to it.
That was literally the group we had right after I found out her name was Kali during a smoke break between groups.
But , a squirrel was shouting at me much today
And then I saw a beaver... and the Hindu Goddess Kali spirit began to reveal proverbs, poems, parables
That has to be a sign from Kali about the warrior beavers freemasonry, that real beavers with omnipotence, responsible mothers, all-knowing beavers alone should damn it, do the judging, do the damning.Not the God who told Abraham to burn the only Jewish child as a Holocaust burnt offering sacrifice, wait until the last minute to reveal "I was just kidding", then reward him for taking him seriously . That is not how friends or responsible mothers behave or test loyalty in those they love with altruism.
It's why the blessing to Abraham went by theft to the "fighter with God " (Israel) with loyalty only to woman: Jacob , who had no loyalty to the male deity that treats friends like that, and listened to his mother Rebecca, who had nothing to offer him, but rational thought and grievances about how Abraham gave Sarah away ( said she was his sister to avoid possibility of conflict with anyone that might find her attractive. Best to just avoid conflict and give your wife away as sister was Abraham's decision.
Rebecca told Jacob how wrong that was and his loyalty was to rational thought, reason, his conscience, more beautiful parenting, over the rewards of blind obedience to an irrational bully in exchange for blessings, miracles
The Divine mother bear fights to the death what threatens her children, and would not have let a charming serpent mislead eve, lay an illegal apple as a snare to destroy her, give her the death penalty and torture women between the legs for disobedience (God's justice for a daughter so naive she didn't know she was naked , insufficient education neglectful father to be unaware that the serpent wasn't a good mentor.
.
In court, justice does not give the death penalty to such , as mentally not competent or culpable, or curse their descendants for the crime of possession of a beaver , and murder everyone including Jesus .
People mock Cane for saying "am I my brothers keeper?". More should be expected of God the Father.
(To be continued.....)
that you want to debate are welcome . But if it needs to or would be more appropriate in journal, do move it there
Kali ma taught me a lesson and sent a beaver. I became a member of the "leave it to beavers. Beavers damn. Let beavers do the judging". I did film a beaver (YouTube of the Queens providence + gift) in this post without knowing the language of that particular beaver to know if it is approved .
I met that angry woman today for this outpatient groups. She said her name was Kali.
I said "spelled K A L I" "the Hindu Goddess of destruction and death"
She said "Yes "... looking at my excitement, as if I was showing to much intrigue, like I was seeing the face of Jesus Christ
In group I said, "I need to grow up, find mentors who are responsible, mature, prudent, work on etiquette ". She said, "it's okay, it's fine "...
She actually wore identical ear rings to this:
She said she had a friend steal a 13,000 dollar car from her, and by the time it was returned, it was damaged internally so bad that she needs to replace it. Some guy from our house behind her also touched her hair without knowing her or permission, so I caught the anger she had, because I was the only one who heard her yelling, her shock, and so I ran back to her to bow and apologize (a week ago).
The others just kept walking. One of them said "I don't give a ****"! I think when she got out of the car she stumbled from anger and high heels as well.
She also said "yeah , just go ahead of me, " and I didn't know she was being sarcastic, so I nervously darted out in front of her , sitting behind her in a big co Ed van.
She gave me the eye of death that kills, and I felt like an abomination that was supposed to be an abortion. She is pretty, but I could not bear that horrified, angry look she gave me. Then her refusal to accept my apology made me feel like I should eat a bullet. I have had a past experience with that eye of death that did lead to a decision of my own, that put me in a wheelchair for ten weeks taking a leap of faith off a building onto concrete....
Come to find out. Kali the supernatural was teaching me a few lessons through a homo sapien with her name, and a fierce war like spirit of rage.
I was a trigger for her, she had displaced anger that was totally justified, I was a trigger, multiple people from the house I lived at made her angry. And she said "you guys need to take etiquette classes".
I never took into account she was talking about plural, more than one guy, and I was the one who returned to her with much sorrow, because she was in agony about things I felt entirely responsible for. I just saw the way she was looking at me horrified, enraged, disgusted, but it was an emotion she was feeling mainly for other people, while starring at me.
What I did was impolite, immature, not a gentleman, but it would not have produced that look she gave, her rage as she gazed at me viciously like I was a shockingly wretched abomination from the abyss.
Neither did I hear her words correctly. "You guys need to take etiquette classes", might mean some one else isn't showing remorse, and she is not accepting my apology, because they might not feel bad for touching her pony tail while she said she was going to take back the basketball hoop the male house next door stole from them. Total disrespect at a woman who is justified if she is talking about theft and people won't take her serious, not respect boundaries.
Her anger , that look wasn't really at me. But what I did was not polite while she was ticked about something guys in the seat ahead of me did. My being stupid and hearing her say "yeah, just run out ahead of me",
My taking it literal, darting out fast in front off her like a knuckle head, was adding flames to a fire, already a burning bush pentecostal kamikaze experience from the Goddess of death and destruction.
When Moses saw the burning bush, Yahweh said "Moses, take your shoes off you're on holy ground."
Right after she told me her name Kali, a woman named Sarah (who looks very much like a 35 year old version of the key to Princess Meadow, a daughter of a Jewish author, who shares my rabbit Chinese zodiac symbol, that I accepted as my Messiah) heart, Sydney ".
The yoga instructor had the name of meadow's mother. Sydney wanted to be a yoga instructor but died by suicide after the tragic death of Meadow at parkland. (Movie parkland is about JFK's assassination by someone whose three names mean "Meadow, battle worthy, divine power". The movie parkland came out 10-4, which means "affirmative, copy, I hear you", and is the Eve before Meadow's 10-5 birthday. )
I told her "do you know your name means princess "?
She was burning sage, had Hindu artwork, chakra bowls, and chanting in a foreign language, so it was not just stretching, but a genuine Hindu feel to it.
That was literally the group we had right after I found out her name was Kali during a smoke break between groups.
But , a squirrel was shouting at me much today
And then I saw a beaver... and the Hindu Goddess Kali spirit began to reveal proverbs, poems, parables
It's why the blessing to Abraham went by theft to the "fighter with God " (Israel) with loyalty only to woman: Jacob , who had no loyalty to the male deity that treats friends like that, and listened to his mother Rebecca, who had nothing to offer him, but rational thought and grievances about how Abraham gave Sarah away ( said she was his sister to avoid possibility of conflict with anyone that might find her attractive. Best to just avoid conflict and give your wife away as sister was Abraham's decision.
Rebecca told Jacob how wrong that was and his loyalty was to rational thought, reason, his conscience, more beautiful parenting, over the rewards of blind obedience to an irrational bully in exchange for blessings, miracles
The Divine mother bear fights to the death what threatens her children, and would not have let a charming serpent mislead eve, lay an illegal apple as a snare to destroy her, give her the death penalty and torture women between the legs for disobedience (God's justice for a daughter so naive she didn't know she was naked , insufficient education neglectful father to be unaware that the serpent wasn't a good mentor.
.
In court, justice does not give the death penalty to such , as mentally not competent or culpable, or curse their descendants for the crime of possession of a beaver , and murder everyone including Jesus .
People mock Cane for saying "am I my brothers keeper?". More should be expected of God the Father.
(To be continued.....)
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