I guess this is inspired partly by the self realization thread, and also 'Do demons exist ?'
I want to propose a belief of mine, which is fundamental to life, as I see it, for disection and discussion.
To me, the experiences of life are much like a graph;
I have show three people above. me, a psychotic, and a 'normal' person (whatever that might be)lol - it is unimportant.
The vertical axis is top - extreme joy, bottom desperate misery; the horizontal axis is time (birth on the left, whith time 'travelling' towards the right)
The psychopath (who cabnnot feel emotion, because of his ilness) spends the whole of his life right on the middle line (exactly half way between the two extremes) - in a dead straight line; no feelings, just numbness no Joy, no sorrow - it is as if he was totally devoid of feelings (which his brain has made him be, because of a genetic error or chemical imbalance, whatever the reason).
We then have Joe publis (I've called him Normal). He goes through life, having some moments of joy, some of sadness . If you look at the graph, you can see what I mean.
Then there is me; the 'different' person . Sometimes I go yo peaks of bliss unknow to Joe Public, or Mr Psychopath; but I also have depths of despair like you wouldn't want to know.
The thing is, that the sum of the positive feelings (for any one person) has got to equal the sum of the negative feelings. The quantity and amount of stuff above the centre line has to equal in quantity the stuff below. Whci means we are basically all the same; Joe Public has his good moments, and the bad ones; they cancel each other out (mathematically speaking), so that his norm is the centre line (the zero value).
Mr Psychopath, well, poor chap, he feels nothing anytime, so he will also end up with a norm on the centre line.
Me ? I've had times when I truly believe no one could have ever understood the hights I have been on (Love, holding my new born)......But to such an extreme that it is impossible to describe....Of course, as the 'norm' has to be the centre line, it means I have to spend periods way down deep; so deep Joe public has no idea.
Make sense ?
I'll just post that for starters, and see if there is any response...........
I want to propose a belief of mine, which is fundamental to life, as I see it, for disection and discussion.
To me, the experiences of life are much like a graph;
I have show three people above. me, a psychotic, and a 'normal' person (whatever that might be)lol - it is unimportant.
The vertical axis is top - extreme joy, bottom desperate misery; the horizontal axis is time (birth on the left, whith time 'travelling' towards the right)
The psychopath (who cabnnot feel emotion, because of his ilness) spends the whole of his life right on the middle line (exactly half way between the two extremes) - in a dead straight line; no feelings, just numbness no Joy, no sorrow - it is as if he was totally devoid of feelings (which his brain has made him be, because of a genetic error or chemical imbalance, whatever the reason).
We then have Joe publis (I've called him Normal). He goes through life, having some moments of joy, some of sadness . If you look at the graph, you can see what I mean.
Then there is me; the 'different' person . Sometimes I go yo peaks of bliss unknow to Joe Public, or Mr Psychopath; but I also have depths of despair like you wouldn't want to know.
The thing is, that the sum of the positive feelings (for any one person) has got to equal the sum of the negative feelings. The quantity and amount of stuff above the centre line has to equal in quantity the stuff below. Whci means we are basically all the same; Joe Public has his good moments, and the bad ones; they cancel each other out (mathematically speaking), so that his norm is the centre line (the zero value).
Mr Psychopath, well, poor chap, he feels nothing anytime, so he will also end up with a norm on the centre line.
Me ? I've had times when I truly believe no one could have ever understood the hights I have been on (Love, holding my new born)......But to such an extreme that it is impossible to describe....Of course, as the 'norm' has to be the centre line, it means I have to spend periods way down deep; so deep Joe public has no idea.
Make sense ?
I'll just post that for starters, and see if there is any response...........