Spiderman
Veteran Member
I jumped off a building breaking multiple bones. I know how difficult that moment is to actually put the thought into action.Speaking as someone who knows what the metal of his pistol taste like. Pulling the trigger is not an easy thing. Not that I condone suicide. But it's not as easy as some people think, certainly not a cowards way out.
That being said, suicide is selfish though.
All it does is take the pain from the person committing suicide, then transferring that pain to everyone around them instead. Oddly enough that was my main reasoning for not pulling the trigger. I didn't think it was fair to thrust my pain on to eveyone else around me. So instead I keep my pain inside me where it belongs, and I bear it.
I know the emptiness, the desperation, the despair, and the agony, and it causes me to cherish those who commit suicide or are planning on it..