Spiderman
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This is not a blog, spam, advertisement, or violation of rule 4. This is in the jokes section because I might be delusional, silly + ridiculous, but these convictions are strong and feel real, and I appreciate feedback or suggestions about what to do next.
So I declared war on God when I was in high school and I've been fighting him non-stop ever since. This Christmas, with the 2,400+ enshrined soldiers of yasukuni shrine, who gave their lives for their Emperor, I laid siege to the Heavenly Jerusalem, God's capitol. Today, December 27, after receiving Holy Communion at the Cathedral of Saint Paul, I went to Capitol Hill to pray and meditate, and a rush of energy hit me and there was a vision of God putting up a white flag up and surrendering.
I finally Got God the Father to admit he was guilty of crimes against humanity and he cooperated in going into custody. He might escape multiple times like Ted Bundy, so I'm trying to keep him happy as a POW of the Yasukuni Soldiers, and I'm invoking all angels and souls in Heaven and purgatory to help me create beautiful Tulpas to keep God Amused, delighted, pleased, and My Capitol Hill Queen Dionisia, Celestial sweetheart and patron Saint of wine and intoxication has remedies to keep God sedated so his wrath is gone, keep him inebriated and intoxicated so that he enjoys being my prisoner and my goal is to give him Stockholm syndrome, so that he forms an alliance with his Captors and enjoys letting other spirits and Angels and Kami have control who have more mercy, know pity, tenderness, and compassion, and want no suffering, war, famine, affliction, temptation, and disasters.
The crimes of God the Father have been crying up to my heart for vengeance for well over a decade now
He created Satan and Demons and allows them to tempt and destroy us. He refuses to give us eyes to see them and even know they are influencing us and robbing us of everything. That is a crime against humanity.
He allows children to die of cancer, HIV, and countless other afflictions. He is their Father and withholds the healing remedy. That is a crime that goes against my conscience for those children are young, innocent, and deserve a fair chance at life. If I had the remedy I would heal them. I would relieve all suffering and make all people laugh, feel good, and be euphoric and not confined to wheelchairs. I'm more compassionate than God. He likes to see us suffer!
God claims to be a Father and then he watches his children get raped and molested, he's in the same room with them while it happens and has full ability to keep pedophiles, rapists, and serial killers away from his children, but instead the shepherd lets the wolves harass and slaughter the flock. He created the wolves and monsters that steal, ravage, kill, and destroy. He just watches and remains silent. That is a crime against humanity!
God has been cruel and someone must hold him accountable for his crimes, so if my convictions are correct, I get to be God's judge and warden. He asked Abraham to sacrifice his only son to him, had his only son wear a crown of thorns and get crucified, raised up the enemies of Israel to rape, kill, plunder, steal, and destroy his people. Had his people enslaved to the Egyptians for hundreds of years. Raised up Adolf Hitler to bring about the Holocaust that wiped out roughly 6 million of his chosen people and countless millions of Catholics, Protestants, Atheists, and Pagans wiped out as well. Such cruelty cries to my heart for vengeance.
God could speak to the people of nation's like North Korea. God could end division between Catholics, Protestants, Muslims, Jews, and all the Abrahamic Faiths that have divided and been slaughtering each other, burning witches and heretics at the stake, stoning people, hanging people, torturing people to death, suicide bombers, and the list goes on and it has been happening year after year, century after century. Believers in God can't agree on how to interpret Scriptures, they label each other heretics and kill one another, all because God remains silent and refuses to give them understanding. That is a cruel crime against humanity.
He leaves people sexually perverted and depraved and disordered and refuses to give them healthy sexualities, hormones, urges, and desires, when they diligently pray to him for those graces. God is responsible for people being homosexual or perverted, and then he complains about it being an abomination, when he could heal them and yet refuses to. Demons that tempt us to lust were made by God and he allows the tempter to torment the sheep that the shepherd left blind and deaf. That is a crime against humanity!
The Cruelty of Yahweh has been tormenting me so long and finally it seems he gave up and is willing to admit he's been a bad irresponsible Father and Shepherd. The creator is willing to be overcome and defeated by his creatures. The angels and Saints in Heaven saw that I was more gentle, kind, and merciful than God, and they joined me and sympathized with me.
The Sawdust Caesar
The new and improved Mussolini is Caesar of Heaven. Mussolini means Jacob (Jacob means Contender and fighter with God and supplanter who removes from power and replaces.) Jacob fought with God and won, and just as Mussolini marched on Rome and conquered Rome peacefully like Gandhi, causing the Prime minister to step down without bloodshed, and the youngest Prime minister in Italian History then boldly and audaciously dismantled Democracy and replaced it with his invention which boosted the economy, made the trains run on time, created jobs, patriotism, euphoria, hysteria, entertainment, sports flourished.... he created the Independent Vatican City State which still stands today, destroyed the Mafia, kept families together, returned prayer to schools, built new hospitals, schools, and structures, gave farmers free land, and he restored Italy to much of her former glory....
...Well now, he's doing the same thing with the Kingdom of God. Only he is a new reborn creation, skilled at contending with God, restraining God's wrath, and governing God's Kingdom. Mussolini in real life was an eloquent writer and nerd but also street fighter and sword dueler. He and God sword duel and I can hear the blades clashing.
Well, he hung upside down by his heels April 29 1945 like a caterpillar does when it is transformed into a butterfly.
The butterfly version of Mussolini does not resemble the caterpillar he was in the flesh. He is a new creation. All of Heaven helped put together their idea of the Perfect Caesar, the seizer of Heaven and earth, the perfect Dictator for all seasons, benevolent Marian Dictator of Heaven
. Seizer (grabber) is one of the definitions of Jacob, because he came out seizing his twin Esau's Heel (Mussolini was hung by his heels). I live in the Twin Cities and our baseball team is called the Twins. His Capitol Rome was founded by twins Romulus and Remus. Both Mussolini and Jacob married a woman named Rachel. So many dots to connect.
The Sawdust Caesar wishes to turn crosses into Sawdust. Crosses are the afflictions, diseases, annoyances, disappointments, fears, and the things that bloody kill and destroy us. I give my crosses to the Sawdust Caesar and many of them do indeed get turned into Sawdust. I suffer way less when I give my crosses to the Sawdust Caesar. His eminence grinds it into miraculous Angel dust, (exorcism dust) to sprinkle upon the cursed regions of earth and humanity.
So, any suggestions for how I can keep God incarcerated and keep the world safe from his wrath? I don't want him to suffer, I just want to protect the world from his cruelty and prevent some of those dark disgusting prophecies in the book of revelation. I want to keep him happy and intoxicated so that he enjoys letting other spirits have control and doesn't escape. Let there be Tulpas that inspire me to surprise and shock God, delight and amuse him, soften his heart, make him more tender-hearted, easy going, merciful, and generous, get him to change his mind.
I stand in the authority of Christ as the son of God and bind all wicked spirits that God created to prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls! May they torment us no longer and may God repent of the evil that he wants to do to the world as the prophets foretold.
Let there be no reign of a lawless one, no worldwide persecution of the Saints, no antichrist, no mark of the beast....May God repent of the evil he had planned for us to endure! All good spirits please Raise up anti-antichrists who steal graces and blessings as Jacob did, who steal the destiny of antichrist's, who establish one-world government, one-world religion that preaches only love and truth, as Jacob stole the destiny of Esau, let it be in Jesus name. Let them twist and pervert everything the antichrists do, to redeem it, steal everything from them, have the same charm, use many of the same tactics, magic, signs, wonders, and strategies to win and intrigue minds + hearts, only let all those tactics and weapons (like sex films for instance) be redeemed and used in a way that is sacred and Holy and inspires virtue.
(to be continued....please help me with your suggestions and feedback as to what I should do. Yes, I know, I should get a life, but prayer and fighting with God is my life, my calling, vocation, and conviction)
So I declared war on God when I was in high school and I've been fighting him non-stop ever since. This Christmas, with the 2,400+ enshrined soldiers of yasukuni shrine, who gave their lives for their Emperor, I laid siege to the Heavenly Jerusalem, God's capitol. Today, December 27, after receiving Holy Communion at the Cathedral of Saint Paul, I went to Capitol Hill to pray and meditate, and a rush of energy hit me and there was a vision of God putting up a white flag up and surrendering.
I finally Got God the Father to admit he was guilty of crimes against humanity and he cooperated in going into custody. He might escape multiple times like Ted Bundy, so I'm trying to keep him happy as a POW of the Yasukuni Soldiers, and I'm invoking all angels and souls in Heaven and purgatory to help me create beautiful Tulpas to keep God Amused, delighted, pleased, and My Capitol Hill Queen Dionisia, Celestial sweetheart and patron Saint of wine and intoxication has remedies to keep God sedated so his wrath is gone, keep him inebriated and intoxicated so that he enjoys being my prisoner and my goal is to give him Stockholm syndrome, so that he forms an alliance with his Captors and enjoys letting other spirits and Angels and Kami have control who have more mercy, know pity, tenderness, and compassion, and want no suffering, war, famine, affliction, temptation, and disasters.
The crimes of God the Father have been crying up to my heart for vengeance for well over a decade now
He created Satan and Demons and allows them to tempt and destroy us. He refuses to give us eyes to see them and even know they are influencing us and robbing us of everything. That is a crime against humanity.
He allows children to die of cancer, HIV, and countless other afflictions. He is their Father and withholds the healing remedy. That is a crime that goes against my conscience for those children are young, innocent, and deserve a fair chance at life. If I had the remedy I would heal them. I would relieve all suffering and make all people laugh, feel good, and be euphoric and not confined to wheelchairs. I'm more compassionate than God. He likes to see us suffer!
God claims to be a Father and then he watches his children get raped and molested, he's in the same room with them while it happens and has full ability to keep pedophiles, rapists, and serial killers away from his children, but instead the shepherd lets the wolves harass and slaughter the flock. He created the wolves and monsters that steal, ravage, kill, and destroy. He just watches and remains silent. That is a crime against humanity!
God has been cruel and someone must hold him accountable for his crimes, so if my convictions are correct, I get to be God's judge and warden. He asked Abraham to sacrifice his only son to him, had his only son wear a crown of thorns and get crucified, raised up the enemies of Israel to rape, kill, plunder, steal, and destroy his people. Had his people enslaved to the Egyptians for hundreds of years. Raised up Adolf Hitler to bring about the Holocaust that wiped out roughly 6 million of his chosen people and countless millions of Catholics, Protestants, Atheists, and Pagans wiped out as well. Such cruelty cries to my heart for vengeance.
God could speak to the people of nation's like North Korea. God could end division between Catholics, Protestants, Muslims, Jews, and all the Abrahamic Faiths that have divided and been slaughtering each other, burning witches and heretics at the stake, stoning people, hanging people, torturing people to death, suicide bombers, and the list goes on and it has been happening year after year, century after century. Believers in God can't agree on how to interpret Scriptures, they label each other heretics and kill one another, all because God remains silent and refuses to give them understanding. That is a cruel crime against humanity.
He leaves people sexually perverted and depraved and disordered and refuses to give them healthy sexualities, hormones, urges, and desires, when they diligently pray to him for those graces. God is responsible for people being homosexual or perverted, and then he complains about it being an abomination, when he could heal them and yet refuses to. Demons that tempt us to lust were made by God and he allows the tempter to torment the sheep that the shepherd left blind and deaf. That is a crime against humanity!
The Cruelty of Yahweh has been tormenting me so long and finally it seems he gave up and is willing to admit he's been a bad irresponsible Father and Shepherd. The creator is willing to be overcome and defeated by his creatures. The angels and Saints in Heaven saw that I was more gentle, kind, and merciful than God, and they joined me and sympathized with me.
The Sawdust Caesar
The new and improved Mussolini is Caesar of Heaven. Mussolini means Jacob (Jacob means Contender and fighter with God and supplanter who removes from power and replaces.) Jacob fought with God and won, and just as Mussolini marched on Rome and conquered Rome peacefully like Gandhi, causing the Prime minister to step down without bloodshed, and the youngest Prime minister in Italian History then boldly and audaciously dismantled Democracy and replaced it with his invention which boosted the economy, made the trains run on time, created jobs, patriotism, euphoria, hysteria, entertainment, sports flourished.... he created the Independent Vatican City State which still stands today, destroyed the Mafia, kept families together, returned prayer to schools, built new hospitals, schools, and structures, gave farmers free land, and he restored Italy to much of her former glory....
...Well now, he's doing the same thing with the Kingdom of God. Only he is a new reborn creation, skilled at contending with God, restraining God's wrath, and governing God's Kingdom. Mussolini in real life was an eloquent writer and nerd but also street fighter and sword dueler. He and God sword duel and I can hear the blades clashing.
Well, he hung upside down by his heels April 29 1945 like a caterpillar does when it is transformed into a butterfly.
The Sawdust Caesar wishes to turn crosses into Sawdust. Crosses are the afflictions, diseases, annoyances, disappointments, fears, and the things that bloody kill and destroy us. I give my crosses to the Sawdust Caesar and many of them do indeed get turned into Sawdust. I suffer way less when I give my crosses to the Sawdust Caesar. His eminence grinds it into miraculous Angel dust, (exorcism dust) to sprinkle upon the cursed regions of earth and humanity.
So, any suggestions for how I can keep God incarcerated and keep the world safe from his wrath? I don't want him to suffer, I just want to protect the world from his cruelty and prevent some of those dark disgusting prophecies in the book of revelation. I want to keep him happy and intoxicated so that he enjoys letting other spirits have control and doesn't escape. Let there be Tulpas that inspire me to surprise and shock God, delight and amuse him, soften his heart, make him more tender-hearted, easy going, merciful, and generous, get him to change his mind.
I stand in the authority of Christ as the son of God and bind all wicked spirits that God created to prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls! May they torment us no longer and may God repent of the evil that he wants to do to the world as the prophets foretold.
Let there be no reign of a lawless one, no worldwide persecution of the Saints, no antichrist, no mark of the beast....May God repent of the evil he had planned for us to endure! All good spirits please Raise up anti-antichrists who steal graces and blessings as Jacob did, who steal the destiny of antichrist's, who establish one-world government, one-world religion that preaches only love and truth, as Jacob stole the destiny of Esau, let it be in Jesus name. Let them twist and pervert everything the antichrists do, to redeem it, steal everything from them, have the same charm, use many of the same tactics, magic, signs, wonders, and strategies to win and intrigue minds + hearts, only let all those tactics and weapons (like sex films for instance) be redeemed and used in a way that is sacred and Holy and inspires virtue.
(to be continued....please help me with your suggestions and feedback as to what I should do. Yes, I know, I should get a life, but prayer and fighting with God is my life, my calling, vocation, and conviction)
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