So, how did she know she was called to be a Saint?
Sounds like a beautiful soul she had, and a beautiful inspiring story.
She was a married woman originally. Her husband had sent two mangoes with her and asked her to save them for him. But, while he was away, a holy man visited and, without anything suitable to serve him, she gave what she had; a bit of cooked rice and one of her husband's mangoes. The holy man blessed her and left.
Her husband came home, and enjoyed the one mango. He asked her for the other. She did not want to tell him she'd given his mango away, so she prayed to Shiva for a second, and it appeared in her hands. She happily gave it to her husband. However, he could tell it wasn't the same fruit! She was honest and told him what happened then. He asked her to pray and ask Shiva for another. Shiva granted the mango, but when her husband would go to touch it, it would disappear.
At that point, they realized her life would change forever, and she went off to live in devotion to Shiva, asking him to grant her the form of a emaciated old woman, as she felt her beauty would get in the way of her spiritual life(which he granted).
I think Budai and his obesity builds character , but since he wandered aimlessly, with all his possessions in a cloth sack, and he was unemployed, I assume sometimes people shouted at him "GET A JOB YOU BIG FAT ******!".
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He must have been made fun of sometimes I would think, guaranteed, just the way the world despises what it does, and is shallow minded!
But I totally and appreciate and respect that he was an unemployed, voluntarily fat wanderer, and it makes me feel I'm not waisting time!
Strangely, Ares(my son) has a special respect for fat people. He doesn't have the same social cultural standards as most, and in his mind, being fat isn't simply a physical thing, its an achievement of personality! If Ares calls you fat, it means he finds you well put together and in control of your life. Those skinny minis... well, they can't sit still and lack discipline, you see! He very much wants to be fat himself someday. (He has a lot of work to do to get there.)