I am going to talk about some random things that probably aren't connected to eachother

[Massimo2002]

I went outside today and it was mostly cloudy. The people outside looked emotionless. I went to the food bank and waited for two hours and it was a degrading experience because the waiting in the small lobby was awkward and because the woman who talked to me about the food pickup was somewhat rude and left me feeling embarrassed. I then went on 4chan and that was disappointing because it was nothing but very sexual trolls posting terrible insulting things. I had a profound feeling that there was some unseen force working against me today perhaps it was chaos or Satan himself I know that sounds probably strange but for me there was a strange evil above my head today or so it felt like that anyway. I also saw a lady hit someone's car with her hand because someone almost hit her while she was crossing at the Timer lights.

 

[JustGeorge]

I went outside today and it was mostly cloudy.

Is it cold where you are right now? We actually got snow today.

The people outside looked emotionless.

They often do, don't they. I'm just impressed when they can walk without their nose in their phone.

What do you think it would be like if people walked around with grand emotional displays? Better, or worse?

I went to the food bank and waited for two hours and it was a degrading experience because the waiting in the small lobby was awkward and because the woman who talked to me about the food pickup was somewhat rude and left me feeling embarrassed.

I'm really sorry that experience left you feeling like that... People in settings like that oughta not be rude to those they're helping; they generally have enough troubles as it is.

I then went on 4chan and that was disappointing because it was nothing but very sexual trolls posting terrible insulting things.

What's 4chan?

I had a profound feeling that there was some unseen force working against me today perhaps it was chaos or Satan himself I know that sounds probably strange but for me there was a strange evil above my head today or so it felt like that anyway.

Do you believe in absolute good and evil?

I also saw a lady hit someone's car with her hand because someone almost hit her while she was crossing at the Timer lights.

I guess that would make me mad, too.

 

[Massimo2002]

Is it cold where you are right now? We actually got snow today.

They often do, don't they. I'm just impressed when they can walk without their nose in their phone.

What do you think it would be like if people walked around with grand emotional displays? Better, or worse?

I'm really sorry that experience left you feeling like that... People in settings like that oughta not be rude to those they're helping; they generally have enough troubles as it is.

What's 4chan?

Do you believe in absolute good and evil?

I guess that would make me mad, too.

It was windy but not really snowing or that cold. I think it would be better if people expressed their emotions in public instead of most people hiding there emotions. 4chan is a website. I don't know if I believe in "absolute" good and evil.

 

[JustGeorge]

It was windy but not really snowing or that cold.

Its blowing terribly here, too... I hate it.

I think it would be better if people expressed their emotions in public instead of most people hiding there emotions.

I wonder what that would look like... Do you think strangers randomly expressing it to each other would be alright? I think I'd be fine with it. My husband comes from a different region in the US, and it was more expressive there. He says we're all cold here. He's right.

4chan is a website.

I gathered that. What for?

I don't know if I believe in "absolute" good and evil.

What do you think on the nature of it all? (Existence, that is.)

 

[Quagmire]

Sounds like you're looking for something.

 

[Hold]

I went outside today and it was mostly cloudy. The people outside looked emotionless. I went to the food bank and waited for two hours and it was a degrading experience because the waiting in the small lobby was awkward and because the woman who talked to me about the food pickup was somewhat rude and left me feeling embarrassed. I then went on 4chan and that was disappointing because it was nothing but very sexual trolls posting terrible insulting things. I had a profound feeling that there was some unseen force working against me today perhaps it was chaos or Satan himself I know that sounds probably strange but for me there was a strange evil above my head today or so it felt like that anyway. I also saw a lady hit someone's car with her hand because someone almost hit her while she was crossing at the Timer lights.

Take two Tylenol....get some sleep ......(you will billed, electronically)

 

[Massimo2002]

Sounds like you're looking for something.

I am looking for meaning to the outside world of Edmonton if there is any at all.

 

[Massimo2002]

Take two Tylenol....get some sleep ......(you will billed, electronically)

I will be billed For Electronics ?

 

[Hold]

I will be billed For Electronics ?

No....enjoy the discussions....

 

[Massimo2002]

No....enjoy the discussions....

Why is my mind beating me up ? Why is Edmonton attacking my mind ?

 

[Twilight Hue]

Sounds like you're looking for something.

It's like you focus on something and it's all you ever see.

Dem negative vibes!

 

[Quagmire]

Why is my mind beating me up ?

Ask it?

Why is Edmonton attacking my mind ?

My guess is that it's not Edmonton so much as it is Civilization itself

And civilization screws with all of us. It isn't our natural habitat.

 

[JustGeorge]

Ask it?


My guess is that it's not Edmonton so much as it is Civilization itself

And civilization screws with all of us. It isn't our natural habitat.

I find civilization isn't very civilized.

 

[Quagmire]

I find civilization isn't very civilized.

Nor is it very civil.

 

[Secret Chief]

What for?

It's mainly for image posting apparently...

"4chan is a simple image-based bulletin board where anyone can post comments and share images. There are boards dedicated to a variety of topics, from Japanese animation and culture to videogames, music, and photography. Users do not need to register an account before participating in the community."

 

[Brickjectivity]

I went outside today and it was mostly cloudy. The people outside looked emotionless. I went to the food bank and waited for two hours and it was a degrading experience because the waiting in the small lobby was awkward and because the woman who talked to me about the food pickup was somewhat rude and left me feeling embarrassed. I then went on 4chan and that was disappointing because it was nothing but very sexual trolls posting terrible insulting things. I had a profound feeling that there was some unseen force working against me today perhaps it was chaos or Satan himself I know that sounds probably strange but for me there was a strange evil above my head today or so it felt like that anyway. I also saw a lady hit someone's car with her hand because someone almost hit her while she was crossing at the Timer lights.

I haven't been to 4chan but once. Tell you what's still alive is livejournal. That's still around. I still get birthday announcements from there, so I know its still there. Old, old journal with lots of old stuff on it. Pretty decent if you like old conversations. I don't know how much of the old stuff is still accessible, because I haven't found out recently. I bet its all still there.

Here is the video series that I have found to be helpful to me. Its on youtube (sorry for those who are opposed). Its therapist Heidi Preibi talking about Attachment Theory. Very inspiring and most of it will be applicable to most people I think. I hope its of interest as you find your way out of the tunnel and make the climb. Wish me well, too.

https://www.youtube.com/@heidipriebe1