The Sum of Awe
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Well, I will be performing my second ritual tonight. I honestly am so excited I don't know what I want to do. I have so many different things I want to try - I want to try to see if I can get a mystical experience/conversation with Krishna, I want to try to contact God (the God that has been following me for the last few years that I've always identified as Brahman/All/The Universe) and understand its nature better, I want to try sending messages to people through ritual... so many ideas just spamming my head!
I think instead I'm going to start with a spell to increase my confidence and intuition. I want to obliterate this social anxiety that's been dictating my life, just tear it all to shreds. And maybe that's what I'll do in the ritual, is draw out my social anxiety on a paper and rip it to pieces. In this ritual I will likely invoke the Angel of Love I invoked in my first ritual, because things are now seeming to look up in the respect of what I asked the Angel (not the relationship thing, but just being able to talk to her more without expectation of anything further), so I believe the Angel has helped me.
I will also ask the Angel for their name during the ritual, and I have no idea how they'll tell me their name. But to keep calling them "The Angel of Love" makes me feel like I should have a fro and a headband while driving around in a Volkswagen van with a peace symbol dangling from the rear view mirror.
But I keep hearing about protection magick and honestly I feel like it is a waste of a ritual? I mean, isn't this what the bells are for? To clear out negative energy? And if I'm only invoking spirits I feel comfortable with, is it really necessary? I'll never summon a demon or anything like that.
Oh! And btw - I also bought a Howlite crystal, a bismuth crystal, a sigil crystal (a pyramid with all-seeing eye), and a dark blue candle (hoping that helps with the symbolism for intuition as I couldn't afford another blue crystal... some day I will just buy the chakra crystals!)
I think instead I'm going to start with a spell to increase my confidence and intuition. I want to obliterate this social anxiety that's been dictating my life, just tear it all to shreds. And maybe that's what I'll do in the ritual, is draw out my social anxiety on a paper and rip it to pieces. In this ritual I will likely invoke the Angel of Love I invoked in my first ritual, because things are now seeming to look up in the respect of what I asked the Angel (not the relationship thing, but just being able to talk to her more without expectation of anything further), so I believe the Angel has helped me.
I will also ask the Angel for their name during the ritual, and I have no idea how they'll tell me their name. But to keep calling them "The Angel of Love" makes me feel like I should have a fro and a headband while driving around in a Volkswagen van with a peace symbol dangling from the rear view mirror.
But I keep hearing about protection magick and honestly I feel like it is a waste of a ritual? I mean, isn't this what the bells are for? To clear out negative energy? And if I'm only invoking spirits I feel comfortable with, is it really necessary? I'll never summon a demon or anything like that.
Oh! And btw - I also bought a Howlite crystal, a bismuth crystal, a sigil crystal (a pyramid with all-seeing eye), and a dark blue candle (hoping that helps with the symbolism for intuition as I couldn't afford another blue crystal... some day I will just buy the chakra crystals!)