Many times i have heard that attaining moksha is very hard, that even becoming a sadhu or acharya it would take a few lifetimes to be rid of our mortal coil. However other times I have heard that attaining moksha is relatively easy, like just chanting Lord Hari's name, or being in the vicinity of virtuous acharyas, or even thinking about Lord Krishna at the time of your death. What is really the case?
Ha ha ha, Terese. I just love our guys here. We have a "yes, it's hard but not (if)" and then we have a "it's easy, plain and simple, I did it" (Aupji, it feels like one of my legs is getting pulled longer than the other
) and then we have an excellent equivocation from Vinayakaji--although I would like to remind him of the sinful Ajamila and his rescue (
moksha!) merely by chanting the name of his son, Narayana, on his deathbed. For Ajamila, it was only coincidentally the name of God. For God, it didn't matter. He kept His promise--if you have My Name on your lips when you exit your body, it's game over.
Sruti and Guruji say the same thing, so that is why I beg for the grace--accompanied by my effort, the
sadhana--to have the Name in my awareness 24/7. Anybody who can get this project of Self-realization accomplished without mantra should be asked his method. Personally, I don't think it's possible in Kali yuga, so if you didn't come in enlightened, pray most earnestly to be led to your Guru who will prepare and then gift you with that Gift Without Parallel (a Holy Name to cling to). Just MO.
But back to your question, Tereseji. You may actually already have the "answer." If you have not attained
moksha (you would know and you're just testing us to see if we do?
or if you're still in the body, it's called
jivanmukti--freed while living), then ask yourself how's your life so far? Do you consider it "hard" or "easy"? You and every single entity out there is on the path to
moksha (V'ji did say that, too).
I'd like to proffer a different way to tackle this. But first, and you'll hear me say this time and again, whenever one's mind comes up with an either/or problem for you (easy/hard; hot/cold; happy/miserable), you can KNOW your mind is cavorting (and taking the real "you" along with it) in the realm of the dualities,
maya. Beware. Beware the words which color your experiences; a mind grabs a hold and then swings us between opposites, weighing, deciding (how easy is it? how hard? how good? how bad?), creating more questions. God, the Self, the Truth will NOT be known by one's mind (agitated by questions). Impossible. That is THE gift of mantra (
maan--mind,
tra--beyond); it stills the mind so that--like the sun in a rippleless pond--OneTruth can be reflected in it, so that which now appears as "many" is revealed as it is: One without a second, One and nothing but One.
I was taught to gradually reduce my desires--first for things of a material nature, then even those of a more subtle nature (even those we consider as "good"), coalescing all my desires into one--for
moksha. Then I am to surrender even that desire. When there are no more desires, none, nor karmas to be "worked out" (by whatever method) in any
sharira, that is
moksha then and there.
And never underestimate the miracle of God's grace. That is Nitaiji's point and very well taken.
EDIT: blah, blah, blah. What I'm trying to say is the perception of "easy" and "hard" happens somewhere within "you."