On three occasions I've made the experiment of putting a Taijitu symbol on my shrine. At the beginning it gave me a good, intense energy; especially for healing myself and for sleeping. e.g. at night I repeated the affirmation "my chi circulates perfectly" and that made me sleep (I don't know why). My idea was generally, to use it to pass from one pole to another. e.g. if I was cold, I passed to heat (yang) and I felt better, etc.
But after a few days I couldn't keep it there because I eventually couldn't stand the energy. So much so that I couldn't sleep, so I removed it at night. But that wasn't enough. I once dreamt I was burning alive and I started to feel that way (although in a much milder way than in dreams) while I was awake. I was nervous; "accelerated" and my skin felt like it was receiving infrared rays or something; it was burning and uncomfortable. The more I remembered and concentrated on the symbol on my shrine and the worse it got.
No other symbol had such powerful effect on me so far. Who knows why? Maybe I was misinterpreting it like the (+) (-) poles of a battery and I was overcharging myself with chi? Did I have a conflict between light and darkness which I didn't know how to harmonize?
It would be interesting for me to be able to use the Taijitu in a good way because my intention is one day to be able to evolve spiritually without the help of any deities (at most, archetypes); I think it would be a wonderful tool. If you have any tips, links, books, etc. on how to use it I'd appreciate it. Thank you.
But after a few days I couldn't keep it there because I eventually couldn't stand the energy. So much so that I couldn't sleep, so I removed it at night. But that wasn't enough. I once dreamt I was burning alive and I started to feel that way (although in a much milder way than in dreams) while I was awake. I was nervous; "accelerated" and my skin felt like it was receiving infrared rays or something; it was burning and uncomfortable. The more I remembered and concentrated on the symbol on my shrine and the worse it got.
No other symbol had such powerful effect on me so far. Who knows why? Maybe I was misinterpreting it like the (+) (-) poles of a battery and I was overcharging myself with chi? Did I have a conflict between light and darkness which I didn't know how to harmonize?
It would be interesting for me to be able to use the Taijitu in a good way because my intention is one day to be able to evolve spiritually without the help of any deities (at most, archetypes); I think it would be a wonderful tool. If you have any tips, links, books, etc. on how to use it I'd appreciate it. Thank you.