I wasn't sure where to put something of this nature, so if it's in the wrong spot, please feel free to move it admin.
Around 12 years of age I turned my back on a very rigid Christian church that my parents were part of and joined the ranks of people who do not believe there is a God. For a better part of my life I have not seen anything to change my mind about that. However, after reading quite a few near death experiences, I slowly became less sure and now am more agnostic. I just don't know.
But in the past few months I have come across 2 near death experiences that have really resonated with me. One book "Dying to be Me' by Anita Moorjani and the other being the 'Backwards' series by Nanci L. Danison.
The reason why these two have resonated with me is because of my meditation practice. I started to meditate to control chronic pain after an injury and life started to change for me and become less clear in the realm of spirituality. I started to receive what I call 'insights' during meditation. I never thought much of them and wrote some of them down and put them away. They did start an interest in studying the religions of the world and writing a book about that subject. However, my belief was still, God cannot be proven and my 'insights' were not given a lot of weight.
Then I read these two books and they both stated many of the things I had been getting in my meditation time. This has effected me in two ways. One is confusion and unsettled because they don't exactly match what my beliefs have been, and the second response if excitement. It made me wonder how my insights I received during meditation came so close to the experiences of these two women during their NDE? Was there any truth to any of it.
So this thread is to explore that. I am hoping others can help me sort out some of what is bothering me and also give me insights you may have. Has anyone read these books and is so, what did you think of them? In general, what do you feel the NDE is all about?
I would like to say that no matter what my beliefs have been as an atheist and now an agnostic, the traditional idea of who God is, is not part of my belief set. I do not believe there is such a God as the traditional religions think of as God. That's not meant to be offending, but rather to give you further insight into where I am at in my journey.
Look forward to hearing other's thoughts.
Around 12 years of age I turned my back on a very rigid Christian church that my parents were part of and joined the ranks of people who do not believe there is a God. For a better part of my life I have not seen anything to change my mind about that. However, after reading quite a few near death experiences, I slowly became less sure and now am more agnostic. I just don't know.
But in the past few months I have come across 2 near death experiences that have really resonated with me. One book "Dying to be Me' by Anita Moorjani and the other being the 'Backwards' series by Nanci L. Danison.
The reason why these two have resonated with me is because of my meditation practice. I started to meditate to control chronic pain after an injury and life started to change for me and become less clear in the realm of spirituality. I started to receive what I call 'insights' during meditation. I never thought much of them and wrote some of them down and put them away. They did start an interest in studying the religions of the world and writing a book about that subject. However, my belief was still, God cannot be proven and my 'insights' were not given a lot of weight.
Then I read these two books and they both stated many of the things I had been getting in my meditation time. This has effected me in two ways. One is confusion and unsettled because they don't exactly match what my beliefs have been, and the second response if excitement. It made me wonder how my insights I received during meditation came so close to the experiences of these two women during their NDE? Was there any truth to any of it.
So this thread is to explore that. I am hoping others can help me sort out some of what is bothering me and also give me insights you may have. Has anyone read these books and is so, what did you think of them? In general, what do you feel the NDE is all about?
I would like to say that no matter what my beliefs have been as an atheist and now an agnostic, the traditional idea of who God is, is not part of my belief set. I do not believe there is such a God as the traditional religions think of as God. That's not meant to be offending, but rather to give you further insight into where I am at in my journey.
Look forward to hearing other's thoughts.