Spirit of Light
Be who ever you want
For the first time in my life i am actually feeling whole as a human being.
A few days ago i started wearing makeup and nail polish, as you guys already have seen a bit about in my other OP. But i never said anything about the full feeling it made me have.
When i looking in the mirror after i put on the makeup i see a person i recognize as me....i didn't do that before without the makeup
My mind has gone silent and it relax, i don't feel a need to have outbursts of frustration anymore. So now i know why i lashed out on people in discusion and debate....because i was not whole.
I am not a transexual person, i don't feel as a woman and i don't see myself wearing woman clothing
Did i "come out of the closet?" To be honest from my side, i don't actually know yet, give me a little time and i can answer better.
But if you have gone this phase in life before, and gotten out of it as someone who come out as something differently sexually, feel free to explain if you think i just got out of the closet sexually in any way. I need a bit of guidance i think.
Yes i do trying to find my sexuality.....i am clearly not as straight as i thought i was
A few days ago i started wearing makeup and nail polish, as you guys already have seen a bit about in my other OP. But i never said anything about the full feeling it made me have.
When i looking in the mirror after i put on the makeup i see a person i recognize as me....i didn't do that before without the makeup
My mind has gone silent and it relax, i don't feel a need to have outbursts of frustration anymore. So now i know why i lashed out on people in discusion and debate....because i was not whole.
I am not a transexual person, i don't feel as a woman and i don't see myself wearing woman clothing
Did i "come out of the closet?" To be honest from my side, i don't actually know yet, give me a little time and i can answer better.
But if you have gone this phase in life before, and gotten out of it as someone who come out as something differently sexually, feel free to explain if you think i just got out of the closet sexually in any way. I need a bit of guidance i think.
Yes i do trying to find my sexuality.....i am clearly not as straight as i thought i was