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I have been a christian my whole life and im a leader in my church. Porn is something that i have always been against but recently i started watching it. When i first started watching it i felt very guilty and told myself i wouldnt do it again but i couldnt control myself. Also i would only watch lesbian porn. As a christian i have always thought homosexuality is a sin and have opposed gay marriage. So i felt hypocritical that i deny 2 women the right to get married but then go home and masturbate too 2 women having sex.
I have come to the realization that i have no right to oppose gay marriage because just because i believe something doesnt mean i should push my beliefs on other people. My support of gay marriage led me to question my faith and i have realized that there are a lot of things about christianity that i dont like and its not really something i want to be a part of. Anything one night i prayed to satan asking if he was real and if he wants me and i had a very intense spiritual experience that proved to me that he is real and it more than anything i have ever experience while being a christian.
I am mow kind of conflicted, i want to convert but ALL of my friends and family are christian, not to mention i am a leader in the church. What do you think i should do?
I have been a christian my whole life and im a leader in my church. Porn is something that i have always been against but recently i started watching it. When i first started watching it i felt very guilty and told myself i wouldnt do it again but i couldnt control myself. Also i would only watch lesbian porn. As a christian i have always thought homosexuality is a sin and have opposed gay marriage. So i felt hypocritical that i deny 2 women the right to get married but then go home and masturbate too 2 women having sex.
I have come to the realization that i have no right to oppose gay marriage because just because i believe something doesnt mean i should push my beliefs on other people. My support of gay marriage led me to question my faith and i have realized that there are a lot of things about christianity that i dont like and its not really something i want to be a part of. Anything one night i prayed to satan asking if he was real and if he wants me and i had a very intense spiritual experience that proved to me that he is real and it more than anything i have ever experience while being a christian.
I am mow kind of conflicted, i want to convert but ALL of my friends and family are christian, not to mention i am a leader in the church. What do you think i should do?
No. You either are or you aren't. To ask this question, you aren't.
He wasn't asking if he is a Satanist. He's asking if he should convert.
I know.
Not everyone believes that you're "born a Satanist". That's more of a LaVeyan thing.
Yeah, but when someone asks me a question, I think it's more natural for me to answer it with my own opinion, not someone elses'.
Well what else can you be expected to do?
I got the impression the OP isn't coming back here anymore. I had a talk with him about religion and Satanism in general and he seemed to lose interest when it dawned to him Satanism wasn't some kind of extension of Christianity where you worship the Devil, but a completely different religion. I swear I didn't want to scare him away! It just happened!
I am mow kind of conflicted, i want to convert but ALL of my friends and family are christian, not to mention i am a leader in the church. What do you think i should do?
How do you get "Jesus = Horus"?