In the spirit, of
@Taylor Seraphim's post -- I have been left with a more important question. Would you take yourself out of your deity asked you to?
I mean, technically this would be the ultimate self-sacrifice. Wouldn't you think?
Nope.
If, hypothetically, one of my deities told me to kill myself then my first instinct would be to get myself to a doctor.That's a pretty classic and very dangerous hallucination to have.
If, hypothetically, one of my deities told me to kill myself and I knew for a fact it was definitely a deity ... well that would raise some serious questions about how I view deities. That aside, I'd probably assume it was some kind of test and to kill myself would be to fail it.
I mean, let's think this through. If I was a god looking for followers and I wanted to test their mental acumen, I might offer a similar test.
Me: "Hey, prove yourself to me by sticking your head in a beehive."
Mortal: "Duh, OK boss." *plunk*
Me: "Well, that guy's no use to me. Next!"