"gay people are different" - but in a nice way
i dont know if i was born gay, or if it was something later in life
my first serious crush (that i can remember) was on a guy i was good friends with, but i kept 'going out' with other girls because thats what i was expected to do. i didnt like it one bit, i was lying to them about why i didnt want to do anything with them, although i enjoy the company of many female friends, i didnt like the prospect of hertosexuality, and this was before i thought for deffinate that i was gay
other theories put forth to explain homosexuality are sigmund freud, saying that at a young age i was either molesterd by a close male member of family, he also argues that gay people have faulty consciences (there super-ego is balanced more towards the I.D than the ego)
others would argue that i was born pure (as i think all baby's are) but satan took my ear (not literally - im predicting some obscure comments on that one
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scientists think there is a chance that there could possibly be a gay gene somewhere in this stand of DNA here - "if you look at it from this angle, and if you turn the light off, then i think we've got it
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quite frankly, i dont have a clue
but i am what i am, i have tried not to be, and it hurts more than anything else can do.
C_P