Do you or have you ever smoked? (If yes, go on to the other questions)
Yes. I smoked from ages 17 to 24...heavily...
I was seventeen.
Have you ever tried to quit?
All of my attempts prior to trying to conceive Ruthie were half booty attempts. I truly enjoyed smoking and didn't want to give it up. When I found out I was pregnant with Emmie...I remember taking my time smoking one cigarette...savoring it...because I didn't smoke again until after she was born and I made the decision to cease pumping breast milk.
I never smoked around her...but when I was in the car (sans kid) and was at work...I smoked like a chimney.
I lost my Aunt in January of 2004 and my Grandfather in February 2004..both had smoked heavily and both suffered and perished from ailments partially brought on by years of smoking. My Grandfather's struggle to breathe towards the end of his life was heartbreaking.
So...I quit for two reasons...one...I didn't want to suffer like my Grandfather and two...smoking increases your chances for ecotopic pregnancy...being paranoid...and wanting a viable pregnancy...I quit smoking in February of 2004 and was pregnant in March.
I have had maybe two or three cigarettes since Ruthie's birth and the desire to fully take up the habit again...isn't there. Honestly, I do miss smoking at times...
Why did you start smoking?
On a dare by a boyfriend. I was furious with him because he kept insisting that I didn't have the guts to try. So, I did...and after one...I kept going...
What are some health issues you've had over it?
Colds that last several days/weeks longer...it was harder to exercise...
Would you encourage others not to smoke?
Yes and no. I don't want anyone to suffer as my Grandfather did. Smoking isn't good for you.
I'm not one to preach to people over it, though.
To this day, there are days where I want nothing more than a good cappuccino and a Marlboro Light. When I drink...I want a cigarette, as well.
But...I've been successful at fighting the urge...and minus the two or three cigarettes I had over a year ago...I'm smoke free.