Spiderman
Veteran Member
Without God, I was a total train wreck. Guess I still am, but was far FAR worse as an atheist. I shutter and cringe to even look back and think about what I was like before praying to God for healing, prudence, sobriety, maturity, self control, understanding, wisdom, and discipline from above. I cannot even begin to describe it.
As an atheist I lived for drugs and alcohol and was likely a sociopath. Being mentally ill, a sociopath, and high on drugs and alcohol all the time, was a total disaster and disgrace.
(I'm not in any way dissing atheists. Just saying that's how I was as an atheist. A lot of atheists at this site seem like they're probably doing just fine without religion. I just was nuts, which causes me to depend on God, cuz I've lost hope in myself.)
As an atheist I lived for drugs and alcohol and was likely a sociopath. Being mentally ill, a sociopath, and high on drugs and alcohol all the time, was a total disaster and disgrace.
(I'm not in any way dissing atheists. Just saying that's how I was as an atheist. A lot of atheists at this site seem like they're probably doing just fine without religion. I just was nuts, which causes me to depend on God, cuz I've lost hope in myself.)
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