IDK, Understanding it is overrated, imho.
But it is soooo human to want answers...isn't it?
But I think it's all for the best even the suffering and the work.
But still we wonder why...? The not knowing leads us into all kinds of rabbit warrens with no exit....left scratching our heads as we hit the back wall. If there is a shovel handy, shouldn't we dig some more? What if the other side, leading to all the answers is just inches away, and we give up and walk back to where we were before, none the wiser?
As a created being, arriving here without a user-manual on life. I think it's easier not seek understanding of mySelf and instead enjoy doing what I was made to do: live a mortal life.
But isn't living that mortal life enriched if we know the reason for our being? Who said we arrived without a user-manual? What do you think the Bible is? It tells us all we 'need' to know....yet not all we 'want' to know....I believe that when all things return to their originals, (back to where it all began) we will get a full education. In the mean time, we all have the same amount of hours in a day....I believe its how we spend them that counts...
If/When questing for understanding interferes with the enjoyment of that mortal life, I opt for life instead of understanding.
I cannot live without understanding.....my life would be an incomplete and frustrating waste of time and energy if I did not know why I was here and why life can be such a joy at times, and a dreadful nightmare at others. I have to be able to make sense of it all. Studying the scriptures has helped me to do that.
So many want to blame God for everything, but a knowledge of scripture provides the explanation for it all....and to me it is very satisfying.....giving us a future....something to look forward to.