thank you for posting this thread, Sunstone. I face this problem every day. I am alone(in terms of female company), and immobile.
Moreover, I am supposedly at my sexual peak -- my contact with girls is minimal, and I have very few outlets.
The majority of pornography is repetitive, unstimulating and ridiculous. Plus, it makes me feel cheap and secretive. I have no moral objections to most of it, I just find it depressing.
Sexual expression is part of human nature, it can not, and should not, be suppressed. but I also know, that my current methods, for the most part demoralising.
I hope that I can find a nice girl, soon. One who won't mind all my scars and tubes.
Note, this is not a personal ad.:no::biglaugh::run: