If you want to know God's Will then study Scripture and pray on this.
God's will is spelled out for us.
“Whoever does God’s will is my brother and sister and mother” (
Mark 3:35)
There is much more about knowing God's will if you just do a bit of reading instead of
getting mere opinions here.
I'm an addict/alcoholic. We in recovery are taught to "pray for knowledge of God's will
for us and the Power to carry that out."
Without a Power Greater than man recovery is almost impossible.
I struggle with this concept and almost died in my addition.
NOW I ask for His help and direction.
Get sick enough and you too will believe and trust in Him.
Stand on the threshold of an ugly, shameful, painful, early death and YOU TOO
might come to believe.
I doubt there are many atheists in a recovery group.
If so they don't last too long.
In recovery we must SURRENDER to WIN.
You will get that when facing a terrible early death.
Have you heard it said "there are NO atheists in foxholes"?
My strong willed father in combat in WWII didn't believe either.
Until artillery was incoming and shells were coming closer an closer and dad
said, "Oh, God make this one a dud." And it WAS.
If not he'd have been a red smudge in the dirt.
He believed.