Aštra’el
Aštara, Blade of Aštoreth
Maybe at some point in the future I will answer all these questions of yours in great detail. Hopefully, this drawing I did awhile back might answer some of them.Do you remember what they were? Can you bring them up?
What is the name of this entity you mentioned as your primary, and what is the God you mentioned after her that you call upon less? Why is she a Goddess or associated with females or the feminine, if you think of her in certain forms or appearances, can you give a full description in detail of these and all the props that might be involved or costume elements or appearance elements or colors if any? Same for any of the other deities you used to think of. When did you stop thinking of those as much, what were the changes which seemed to occur before stopping and after?