Can you explain what these terms mean when combined as a description to your belief?
That we acknowledge that we can't know (agnosticism) for certain whether there is any deity, but when push comes to shove we don't believe there are (atheism).
Does atheism mean simply the absence of a deity to you, or the rejection of a belief in a deity to you?
That, IMO, is completely personal and subjective. "Deity" is an incredibly ill-defined term, with all or nearly all of its characteristics left to be established by the speaker. Perhaps oddly, few if any of those characteristics are more arbitrary than its degree of importance and relevance to each person.
The bottom line is that for some people (like yours truly) the very idea of a deity that could conceivably exist is utterly odd, unrealistic, unconvincing. Others might have more ease with the idea, but still fail to see much distinction between doubting its existence and disbelieving it. Still others might navigate the idea fairly well and sympathise with it, yet ultimately find it ill supported by the available evidence.
And fairly independently, it is anyone's guess how much a specific person will care about or need belief in deities, if at all.
I suspect that is also true of theists, incidentally.
Does this impact the label ''agnostic atheist''?
Not much, nor directly. The impact of the concept of deity's vagueness and arbitrariness is far more direct and significant.
Since we are dealing with belief here, /we can't ''know'' that deity doesn't exist,/ does this mean that the term is a redundancy, ie ''I don't know if I have a non-belief in a deity''? Or does it mean, ''I don't know if I am denying the existence of a deity''? Or something else?
Thanks!
~disciple
We can't ever know anything about deities, not in an authoritative way. But theism (belief) and its opposite have never been about knowledge. Certainty and assuredness, yes, but not knowledge.