Wu Wei
ursus senum severiorum and ex-Bisy Backson
I’m a seeker...who know...obviously not me...until a few minutes ago
After reading a lot on the Religious Forums I just found out I am a seeker.
I have looked into many religions; Christianity, Catholicism, Judaism, Buddhism, Shinto, Taoism, etc. and I do not honestly see a whole lot of differences (but maybe that is just me) and I will admit I like a lot of Taoist philosophy but yet I do not see myself as a taoist and I still have no idea what I am but I know I am not an atheist… I have at many times labeled myself an agnostic but even there I am not sure that applies.
Every late fall through winter, for years, I have had two things pop up. One was a desire to listen to more classical music and the other was a feeling that I needed to be on a more spiritual and or religious path and the second one grows stronger every year. It is not a calling to preach or become a monk or a minister or any religious leader, although I have looked into it and did once come darn close to going to Zen Mountain Monastery for an extended period of time.
I have come to the conclusion that my current job does not fit this path but I may be stuck with that bit based on time in and responsibilities that I now have. I also know I have a question forming that once asked, if ever asked, should help me along this path but it is only in the early stages so I don’t even really have the question formulated to ask and right now I am not sure I ever will, but I keep looking and thinking and maybe one day it will be there to actually ask
After reading a lot on the Religious Forums I just found out I am a seeker.
I have looked into many religions; Christianity, Catholicism, Judaism, Buddhism, Shinto, Taoism, etc. and I do not honestly see a whole lot of differences (but maybe that is just me) and I will admit I like a lot of Taoist philosophy but yet I do not see myself as a taoist and I still have no idea what I am but I know I am not an atheist… I have at many times labeled myself an agnostic but even there I am not sure that applies.
Every late fall through winter, for years, I have had two things pop up. One was a desire to listen to more classical music and the other was a feeling that I needed to be on a more spiritual and or religious path and the second one grows stronger every year. It is not a calling to preach or become a monk or a minister or any religious leader, although I have looked into it and did once come darn close to going to Zen Mountain Monastery for an extended period of time.
I have come to the conclusion that my current job does not fit this path but I may be stuck with that bit based on time in and responsibilities that I now have. I also know I have a question forming that once asked, if ever asked, should help me along this path but it is only in the early stages so I don’t even really have the question formulated to ask and right now I am not sure I ever will, but I keep looking and thinking and maybe one day it will be there to actually ask