So wrong, as usual. You do not know what spontaneous generation is. Abiogenesis is not spontaneous generation. Abiogenesis was not shown to be impossible.In your position you have to prove spontaneous generation, which was already proven to be impossible by science. You don’t know but I do.
There is a lot of evidence for God and He has made himself known to me and many others. My life is proof and evidence, just not the evidence and proof you need. For other people it’s plenty.
I have to ask you something, you have to know that you have very little education in the sciences. Why do you assume, at least it seems that you assume, that scientists have the same lack of education in the sciences? Those studying abiogenesis clearly understand spontaneous generation. Don't you think they would realize if they were making such an error.
And as pointed out since you have no reliable evidence, and since you cannot support your claim about "knowing" you do not know. You merely have a belief. Your so called tests tell us that you are running off of confirmation bias and not evidence. Until you find a proper way to test your belief you only have mere faith. Not a pathway to the truth. Any person that really believed and wanted to know would not be afraid to test their belief. But someone that had doubts and only wanted an excuse to believe would act as you do.