well as you agree to your childish behaviour may i point out that your have alot of reading to do yet about Swaminarayan Bhagwan.To believe someone as god they would want to recieve his love and love them back. They would know that for this to happen they would need to take refuge in his word. Follow this word as though its their everything.
You simply fail the very 1st Vachnamrut. Espeacially Vachnamrut 18. Here let me paste it up for you:
A man, however, demoralised he may be in his preinitiation days, should be explained the rules of Dharma before being initiated in this holy Sampraday, but once he is accepted he should behave according to the rules of conduct as prescribed for him, and if he violates those, he should be driven out immidiately, be he a male or a female. If he is not so driven out, he will bring in many miseries. Just as a finger which is bitten by a serpent is immediately be cut off for survival and the safety and a rotten limb is immediately operated upon, similiarly such a contaminated soul should be banished from the Satsang. I implore you to obey this order of mine implicitly and if you do so I shall feel fulfilled as if you have all carried out my mission, shall bless you all and shall always remain pleased with you, and shall command you all for admission to the divine abode of God. If, however, you do not act in accordance with this wish of mine, we shall be poles apart and you will be consigned to the region of evil spirits to suffer tortures. What ever fruits that you are likly to get as a result of your devotion, you will get, but after a long time, and even at that time your soul shall be released only, when you will obey this vital order.’
Also how do you know Shriji Maharaj stated the worship of Akshar Upasna? if it was so dont you think it would be in the scriptures? You do not even believe in scriptures then how can you state one?