The ghost of the octagon has possessed my flesh
For much too long, so that the young are old and dying
And the dead are bone if that
And their illusions hold me at the point of a knife
Oh, the wretched octagon has been carved into the soil
In the name of blood for too long
But the roots of the tangled vine that strangled the oak
Are far away...
Analysis: The author is consumed with a want to fight, has missed oppurtunities because of this consumption, which adds to the cycle. With self awareness, the author curses the cycle but resigns him/herself to the consumption because the root cause happened too long ago to change.
It seems to play with a theme of innocence lost because of early life trauma.
Question:
is that what you wished to convey?
Things I especually liked: the old symbolism of the oak in the second stanza contrasting with the modern allusion to the octagon in the first stanza.
The repitition of "too long" which seems to emphasize the authors frustration which then gives to resignation.
The word choice "soil" which generally doesn't reflect something we think of as permanent when something is carved into it, but has a double meaning of to sully which fits with the theme if we use the symbolism for dirt to mean that of the authors life.
Criticism: some of it is wordy. Do you think it could be rearranged at all or some words deleted all together and still deliver your meaning?