You seriously expect me to cite all the works I might have come across, read, digested, noted and categorised perhaps. Do/did you do the same? Plus all that I have experienced in life, noted as appropriate (non-biased) news, and all conversations I might ever have had. Why would anyone have to do 'research' as you call it when we generally don't do such for most of our beliefs - the vast majority at least. And what would you regard as appropriate 'research' - I can guess as to imbibing all the religious texts of the world of course - but really not practical for any sensible person.So you have no research both of what you said earlier right? Just conjecture so now of course you have to try to turn and ask some personal and general question to avoid the fact that "you just made things up" and pretended they are based on research. I will try and ignore that.
Anyway, since you ask me about my beliefs and where I got it from, in order to avoid your made up statements you cannot substantiate, I shall tell you that "of course unlike you I have explored as much as I can" and I have chosen the most reasonable.
Now I expect some ad hominem from you, because I can see you have avoided the things you made up.
As to your last comments, I doubt you have, given that you have chosen one of the many, and where it probably just mostly appeals to you - if you weren't actually taught such as a child.