Trailblazer
Veteran Member
Sadly, I have found that the Baha’is I know care more about their dogma than people’s feelings. I am not saying that all Baha’is are like this because that would not be fair, since I do not know all Baha’is. I am referring to Baha’is I know from forums. Occasionally I run into Baha’is who is sensitive to my feelings but even then they try to use their Baha’i Writings to rationalize and justify everything.
For weeks, I have been going through sheer hell and I have been barely holding it together. Granted, I do not share with any Baha’is what I am going through, why would I? All the Baha’is will say is “suffering is good for you because it makes you grow stronger” or “you should thank God for sending you the tests.” Who are they to say what makes me stronger or what I should thank God for? But of course they have their Baha’i Writings telling them that so they have to believe it.
Mind you, this is not about who is right or wrong. I believe that the Baha’i Writings are right in what they say about tests and suffering, although I do not believe God sends tests directly to individuals.
This thread is not about who is right and who is wrong; it is about people being kind and compassionate and sensitive to people’s feelings. Sure, I might be stronger because I have suffered so much, but so what? What if I don’t want to be stronger? What if I want to be happy like everyone else for a change? No, I do not believe God sent me tests so I can grow stronger. God is not that cruel. Tests are just part of life, and some people get more of them than other people. It is the luck of the draw, mostly determined by heredity and the parents we got, not some free will decision we made because we like to suffer. Moreover, I cannot just waft away my feelings because I have a religion and I believe in God. I am a human being with feelings as well as thoughts.
Maybe I am not being fair. I am always willing to admit I am wrong if there is any evidence of that, but all I can know is what I have experienced, what people have said to me.
For weeks, I have been going through sheer hell and I have been barely holding it together. Granted, I do not share with any Baha’is what I am going through, why would I? All the Baha’is will say is “suffering is good for you because it makes you grow stronger” or “you should thank God for sending you the tests.” Who are they to say what makes me stronger or what I should thank God for? But of course they have their Baha’i Writings telling them that so they have to believe it.
Mind you, this is not about who is right or wrong. I believe that the Baha’i Writings are right in what they say about tests and suffering, although I do not believe God sends tests directly to individuals.
This thread is not about who is right and who is wrong; it is about people being kind and compassionate and sensitive to people’s feelings. Sure, I might be stronger because I have suffered so much, but so what? What if I don’t want to be stronger? What if I want to be happy like everyone else for a change? No, I do not believe God sent me tests so I can grow stronger. God is not that cruel. Tests are just part of life, and some people get more of them than other people. It is the luck of the draw, mostly determined by heredity and the parents we got, not some free will decision we made because we like to suffer. Moreover, I cannot just waft away my feelings because I have a religion and I believe in God. I am a human being with feelings as well as thoughts.
Maybe I am not being fair. I am always willing to admit I am wrong if there is any evidence of that, but all I can know is what I have experienced, what people have said to me.