It is actually interesting how effective the ego and the mind can be at "co-opting" spiritual experiences. Quite a few people come on RF who very genuinely believe themselves to be enlightened, to be avatars of the divine, to be tasked with giving the world a message from the divine, etc. They generally refer to some experience/s they have had and so on. It seems to me those must be genuine experiences which have in some ways opened up their consciousness, only for their egos to kind of grab hold of it. Part of their road, I suppose. But I suppose that is the value in sangha, in guru-disciple relationships, in being part of a tradition - it forces some perspective.