Self worship

[Cosmos-intérieur]

it is especially that a true love of self is not « orgueil(excessive proud in french), when one belittles others for this feeling existed it is that one has understood nothing about self-love.

lhp is not against the love of others infact better

 

[Sutekh]

I'd just add that selfishness is not necessarily LHP. In fact it often drives the RHP, arguably more so.

Aquino even has mentioned the impossibility of getting rid of one's selfishness in his book BM (Black Magic).

 

[Aštra’el]

My altar was initially divided into two sides which met together at a battleground in the middle. Right was all about “light side” and benevolence, angels, etc… Left was about “dark side”, demons, malevolence, etc. Marble chess board in the middle with symbols representing an internal war within.

That was when I was about “balance”… balance between what was perceived as opposing sides of my own human nature.

Now, there are no “opposing sides”. It’s not about extremes. I have become… unmoralized. No good. No evil. No light. No dark. No night. No day. No right. No wrong. There is no “should” or “should not”, only “Will I” and “why”. I accept my nature in its entirety, I live as I Will, and I will do anything to achieve my dreams and goals and ambitions.

So my altar evolved and now it is what it is. Something that commemorates a shift in my Weltanschauung, and- like before- reflects who I am in this place and time… as well as who I am becoming and where I am going.

Is this all some form of self-worship?

Absolutely.